HAppy New Year

2009..
Away 2009.. Year comes and goes..

Thru out this one whole year, I've learned a lot and I've gained loads of experiences. Sweet and not that sweet. Well. That is life though. It cant be sweet all the tym. And all those not that sweet thingy had teached me how to be strong, how to make gud decision, how to make frens and cus gud frens..

Nilai is the place which I lay all my life diz year.. Most of my 2009 memories were all happened in Nilai. Nilai which I thought at first will be like hell!! But apparently, I love Nilai as the way it is.

Having new frens, a bf, enemies, and all...
That colours my life in 2009..
2009 is for me a drama year... Loads of drama with the crying and emotional scene happened.
That colours my life too..

2010..
Coming .. Year comes and goes..

Will be 20? Im that old? That fast? Huhu..
Hope 2010 wil be a bettr year than ever

Hopes All Gone!

After the other post, I thought I'll make up for the next next papers.. But I've screwed up every single thing! And I hate that.. LINGUISTICS just sucks my day! Oh.. I mean DAYSSSS!! Damn. I initially love to learn lingy. But after the mid exam, I gave up my whole life..

Well, Its not that I didnt study, I did! And for ling, I've studied hard than ever.. When I got o the paper, I was like... OK!! That is it! Im stupid! I felt n still feel stupid! What the!!! I did study!! But I cant answer the paper with confidence.. What do I do next? I give up! Give up to even aim high this sem! Shit! I want scholar that badly.. And I thought of striving this sem. But apparently, half of the way, Im screwed!!! Screwed enuf to give up all my hopes..

And to all...
Stop thinking that Im that gud in this course.. Stop having high expectations! Stop saying Dayang mesti leh wat.. I jus dont!!!!! Throw all the thoughts away.. Coz i jz hate it!! Sorry...

Ya Allah, tlg la hambamu ini untuk mencapai kejayaan dunia dan akhirat... Sesungguhnya ak berserah kepada-Mu..

A Reminder..

Starting my half of the day with gud stuff.. I got my IRK result. And it satisfied well.. Well, after that, I think my day has been changing the mood atmosphere. I dn have mood at all this evening,, juz before the exam. I wonder why.. Maybe cz the exam itself. BMW. I dont study, study means reaaalllly studying. I juz go thru the notes.. When I tried to read, it jus cant go into my head! Something bothered me that much. I thnk cz too relax dring the holidays made me become like that! And when I was with the paper. I was like WHAT THE HELL! I feel stupid! I am not even sure even 1 of the MCQ. God! My aim this sem is high. But I realise I didnt put much effort to it. Whose to be blamed? ME la of course..

Dayang.. Plz..Dn be that playful. Focus!! Dun thnk too hard on the stupid thngs.. Study.. There is ur future.. Well its vital.. And plz.. Ignore the laziness.. Go to class.. Dnt skip. Not even a class. U'll be outdated. And it certainly makes u even more and more stupid!.. Think of ur mom and dad at home. Their hopes are with u. U r the eldest.. Need to show gud example to ur adik2. Inspire them to be better by being a better person urself.. Dun eva forget to pray.. U r not that baik. By praying, it will protect u to do stupid things.. To involve in such bad things..

It is hard to be Dayang Amalina,, The hopes of people are very heavy to carry. Hoping that Dayang wil be like this, wanting Ina to be like that, follow Along's footsteps. Stress with the hope n expectation..

Hope I can do better.. Hmm.. ;(

Bunnies..

Nur Syafiqa Ismail and Nurul Nabilah Razali..

I love the two of you.. Even kite dah jarang hang out same, ak tak penah lupe korg.. Korg antare kwn2 ak yg ak caye.. Huhu..Ape je yg ak tak cite kat korg.. Every single thng.. Tgh rindu korg nih haa.

Thx for everythg.. Korg mmg baik gile doe.. And sorry if ade wat korg terase.. Tak sengaja tuh. ;).. Love u two so much!!

p/s: I hope I am still ur bunnies.;)

Happy 3d month Anny..

Happy 3rd month Anniversary!!!

It has been 3 months since we are together.. Loads of thg we have gone thru together. The hopes of not even say the break thingy in the 3rd month ni tak jadi kenyataan.In fact, we broke off for several tyms diz month. When I told the gang I broke off with u,they didnt belive.. They said:
"Ala, kau jgn ngade2.. Japg sambg balik tuh."
Hahhahah. Well Im glad la bende tu betol... And every single anny mesti nak break.. Yg ni takde lasampai nak break. Tp hampir la.. Gadoh tak hengat.. Tp bes gado kan wak..:).. And I realize dat half way of the month kite da jarang gado. Tatau sebb ape but I know it is for gud. :)

Awak.. Makin lame we're together.. Makin kite kenal awak. And awak pon camtu. I love u as the way u r. I hope u too. Thx for acceptg me as the way I am. Wpon kite gemokke tembam ke.. Awak still sayang kite kan. :)..

I love u and always missing u..

With love,
D.Am

MALAYSIA SGT BOLEH!

Saye bgge saye anak MALAYSIA!

Tarikh keramat 17hb 12 2009.. Perlawanan akhir bola sepak Sukan Sea Vientien Laos di antare Malaysia and Vietnam.. To be in finals pon rakyat Malaysia patot bersyukur..
Apparently, org2 Msia senang mengkritik.. Bagi la mereka peluang menunjukkan kebolehan.. Asal kalah hentam bagai nak gile.. Bile menang baru la puji melambong.. Tu la kite.. Yg players nye pulak, bile dikritik mintak peluang, bile da mng lupe diri..

BUT THEY DID WIN!!! YAHOO!! Semangat je tgk bola dgn family haa.. Dok jerit sane sini.. Ahhahah.. Min ke 85 satu-satunye gol.. Own goal oleh penjage gol Vietnam.. Ngee.. Saye bgge..

Aidil Zafuan n Zaquan Adha.. HAhahah.. Kembar yg sgt ensem.. Ai laikk.. Wpun kau laki n bapak org Aidil, still ak minat kau.. HAhahha.. Wpun kau bf org Zaquan, still ak minat kau gak. Hahahahah.. Minat as peminat la haa., Bukan leh kawen pon.. Tp dorg ensem dan bergaye.. Saye suke!!! ;)

Tahniah kpd pasukan Msia... Ole Ole Ole Ole Malaysia Boleh!

Ipoh to Natrah

Well.. Supposedly, last saturday tu ak turun Ipoh ngn the melodrama hatiku gang kan.. And jus b4 Saturday, my sis asked me to accompany her to a theater.. And I was like.. Ok ! Ak tersepit.. And that is when I decided to think diz way

If WMKS is not going, then I wont go either. Bcz I juz have the instinct dat he couldnt go..

And he couldnt! And ak pon tanak la p.. Bukan sbb ape.. Sbb I thought that way n that will it be.. N I dun like last minute plan.. yes kite da plan awal2.. Tp dak2 laki kan suke last min.. Ak tak suke.. Ak nak plan btol2.. Baru la feel nak ikot. heheheh.. So ak n WMKS n Muq tak folo.. WMKS anta ak. Muq ade sekali.. Dorg makan nasi mnyk kitorg makan mcd kat highway. ;) Seronok ape. heheheh..

And ya! Theater!! At first my sis said to me...

"Ina, jom Sabtu ni tgk teater kat Istana Budaya."
"Teater ape plak kau ni ha."
"Natrah. Ade Adam.. hehehe "
"Hah? Adam AF ke?"
" Waklu Adam AF. Adam Nur Kasih.(Remy Ishak)"
"Ohhhh.. I'll thnk bout it."

I was like REMY ISHAK?!!!! PUHHHHLIZZZZZZ.... Tolong la.. Nak tgk Remy je.. Haila.. Tapi ak temankan gak kan.. Sebb pakcik ak kije kat situ sng la.. But we didnt expect to sit in front.. In front means in front of the stage. Right in the front of the stage. We can even see the sweat of the actors/actresses.. hahahha.. Sangat dekat. N I was impressed dgn kecanggihan IB. Well apparently, that was ny first tym watching theater at IB.

And Natrah is not bad at all!!! I mean it was GOOD!! Only now I know about Natrah yg org slalu cakap tu haa.. How Natrah or her actual name was Maria, was given to a Malay lady from a Deutch mom.. Natrah was a Deutch. But when she was raised by Malays, she converted to Islam. When she was 8, her actual parents came all the way from Netherland to take her. And that is when the conflict urged.. Parents Melayu Natrah n Parents Belanda Natrah berebut. Natrah wanted to stay in Terengganu where she thought she belongs to. And even when she knew that she was adopted she still wanted to stay in Tnh Melayu. Mak melayu nye CikAminah, upah a lawyer.. And that is when Mansor Adabi wanted to marry natrah. They fell in love with each other. Imagine. Natrah 8thn kahwin ngn org tue. What people say? But they did love each other. In the end, natrah was given to her actual parents. Ap yg org takot is Natrah mungkin murtad.. Itu yg mereka tak nak. But her parents wanted Natrah@Maria to be a Roman Catholic again. It was sad when the ending was Natrah involved in Christianity again.

Well.. According to the true story,We dont know whether Natrah is dead as a Muslim or not.Only God knows. Perjuangan org Islam di Singapura really touched me. They wanted to preserve Natrah's religion. And Natrah also wanted to be Muslim..

Kite ni yg dah dilahirkan sbg Islam, bersyukurlah.. We dont have to deal with such conflicts.. But we have to deal the BIGGEST conflict of all. The conflicts are OUR DESIRES, OUR LUST n OURSELVES n . Jage agame insyaAllah kite akan terpelihare. ;)

Happy Birthday

To my girlfrens..Jowinilah Jais Siga and Nur Syahirah Saiful Maznan..

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY..

I love u guys.. Mase mule2 knl n mase mule2 rapat ngn korg.. Hehehe..
Tymflies away.. Mase mule2 knl kat dalam kelas.. Mase mule2 rapat tym kite hang out same2.. Tak sangke leh jd rapat ngn korg...

Korg..
I trust u guys n bcoz of that la i told u guys each n every single thing bout me.. U guys r my close frens.. Korg baik sgt ngn saye.. U guys always b there for me .. Thx!

Happy bday once again.. I give my love as the gift for u guys boleh? Sayang korg sgt..

p/s: Sorry Im not with u guys bile bday korg macam korg ade for me on my bday.. :(

Dedicated to org gile..

Org gile!!!!

I miss u la.. Even awak da makin gile.. But I still love u!!!

As the way u are! ;)

Sayang..

Kite rindu awak..

Hope the tym flies away fast..

When the tym comes, we'll meet..

Our 3rd month anniversary is coming.. Hope u don forget dat.

p/s: If awak tak igt anny kite, I will never forgive u even awak gile! ;)

Copy and Paste

1)Beside your lips,where is the favourite spot to get kissed?
Dahi dan pipi.. Kat mane lg pon yg boleh dicium haa. hahahahha

2)How did you feel when you woke up this morning?
MAlas tnkg of class dat I need to attend. Kalau tak warning letter..

3)Who was the last person / people you took photo with?
jowi n akma..

4) Would you consider yourself spoiled?
nope.. Im independent. uhhhhhhh.. hahaha

5)What are you listening now?
bunyik kipas berpusing. hahaha


6)Do you want someone to be dead?
Someone yg nak ak mati la hahahahah

7) What does your last text message say?
I wrote 'ok tcare ily' to my bf WMKS

8) What are you thinking right now?
thnkg of WMKS yg 4 sure tgh tido..


9) Do you want someone to be with you right now?
yup! Someone who is in my mind now. Whom Im tnhkg of now..

10) What was the time you went to bed last night?
after 12am..

11) Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now?
got it from my aunty.. thx Cik Marlia.. Ramai org puji baju ni ahahahah

12) Is someone on your mind right now?
a definite yes,, Wmks

13) Who was the last person who text you?
WMKS, hahahahaha

Akmar>Phye>ME

Apakah benda paling penting dalam hidup kamu?
Handphone yg ade creds dalam tu ;)

Apakah benda terakhir yang kamu beli dengan duit sendiri?
Kuih n soya kotak tok bfast td..

Di manakah tempat impian perkahwinan kamu?
Well.. I dont tnk much on this, kat umah pon boleh,, Tp kalau kaye, nakwat kat Palace of the Golden Horses Hotel.. Uhhhhh hhahahahaah

Berapa lama hubungan kamu berkekalan?
I hv 4 EXes, 3 of them lasted 3months only.. Currently dgn WMKS.. we are approaching the 3rd month. And I hope it will last forever.. Sweet tak saye? hahahah

Adakah kamu dilamun cinta?
kalau phye tny apa itu cinta, ak nak ckp cinta tu ape boleh? hahahah

Di manakah restoran terakhir kamu makan malam?
Teabox la haa, mana laei..hahahah

Namakan buku terakhir yang kamu beli?
The thick book of Literature.. Smgt beli sbb Chali hahahahahaha

Apakah nama penuh kamu?
Dayang Amalina binti Hussin

Kamu lebih senang dengan mak atau ayah?
Most of the tym with my mom.. Tp kdg2 ayah lebih memahami ...

Namakan seseorang yang kamu ingin berjumpa untuk pertama kalinya dalam hidup anda?Prophet Muhammad. I wish I cud..

Adakah kamu mencuci pakaian kamu sendiri?
Selagi ade kemudahan watpe susahkan diri

Org yg kamu nk tag ???
Sape2 je la haa..

Si Baju Hijau,

Oi baju hijau!! Sesuke hati je nak pggl kwn ak gedik nape plak haa,,
Kau tak sedar ke yg gedik tu kau! Nak carik hal sgt ngn die..

Oi baju hijau! Kau tau tak yg kau kate gedik2 tu kwan ak!
Kwan ak tau tak.. Kwan baik ak plak haa.!

Oi baju hijau! Kau igt kitorg takot nak gado? (ak takot la sikit. tp kwn ak ade. gangster lg PHYE hhahaha..)

KAu balik la umah kau.. KAu igt blok tu kau pny?

apabile dyg emosi. dyg sgt tidak suke apabile kwn2nye dikutuk! Baju ijau gile!

Rmbotn ohh Rmbtn..

Ak tercekik rambutan!!!!!!

mengong!!!! Tekak ak sgt rase tak selese. Mengong,,

Jgn gelakkan ak.. Tidak ku pinte jd begini..

Uoy=SKMW.

I believe I can fly..
I believe I can touch the sky..

Feel wanna fly..
Around this one whole world..

Feel wanna touch the blue sky..
As we know we are actually flying..

And I know I wanna fly with YOU..
And touch the sky with YOU..

Coz I know it is only YOU who may fly with me

As for me YOU always make me in the blue sky and Im flew with it!

YOU is YOU. You know who you are.

Copyright D.Am

Acute Conjuctivitis.

What a beautiful name hah? YEah. It hurted me and still hurting me! My eyes have gone red and swollen like hell! I couldnt even open my eyes. But cz of dat, I am free from classes 4 4 days! ngee..

Sesgghnye sakit itu penawar dosa.

W.O.R.R.I.E.D

U've made me worried 1 whole nyte my dear..

U didnt reply my msgs, MESSAGES.. Not 1.. With an 's' there.. Bout 5-7 msgs. I couldnt sleep.. Every single hour I woke up. And checked my hp if ever u've texted me. I was thinking of u all nyte.. Seriously shit! I was worried and I m still worried.

I've cried for missing u sooooo badly.. I miss ur voice.. 2days now dat I dnt hear ur voice at all!. And I understand y u didnt call.. U r jz bz.. I knw.. Its jz dat I miss u..

And bcz u r missing in action. I called u this morning. And u didnt pick up the fone. Well. It certainly made me even woried!..

And I texted u even more. Then u finally replied at3pm!. I was like very happy.. When u started to tell me what happened, I was WOrried again! Yet he still with his laugh with what had happened..

Still waiting for him..

Family..

I am missing some people..
Family ayah.. Abang2 sedare ku.. Kakak2 Sedareku.. Sepupuku yg gile. ;)

Well, I close to some of them.. Abg Azly, Ziyad, Iwan, Arif and Izyan..
Well my father's family is full with BOYS! hahaha..

I dont have any big brother.. They are like my big bro. They care bout us, their cousins.

I miss them so badly. It's been a long tym since I met them. I miss the moment when we are gathered. Almost all of us.. I love being with them..

All the trips that we've gone thru together. The Genting thingy. Huhu.. The Family Day in Melake. That was when I know u guys care for us..

Some of the abg are married. And they have children. Loads of them. I dont remember some of their names. heheh. Sorry.

Now, Abg Azly je blom kawen haa.. Kalau die kawen, kitorg rase sedih plak t.. Huhu.. Sbb ktorg tau. Bile die da kawen, he wont be our Abg Azly anymore. T_T..

Tp ne la tau kitorg kawen dulu.. heheheh

Rindu each and everyone of u..

Amalina..

He's Back!

I got my Bf back..
Lately, he's being not him and now he's back to wat he is the first tym I knew him.

This is him.

This is Wan Muhammad Khairul Syafiq I knew before we declared!

Thx for being the old you!

Dayang.

You Are So Cruel My Dear..

Sayang!!!

U know I miss u damn much. And yet u keep making me miss u even more! Cruel u! huhu..
Wats wit ur romantic voice u gave me juz now?
I am MELTING like hell!...
Wats with the poem u gave me? Ohh.. U put me in the cloud nine..
Wats wit ur reminder of ur perfume? U juz know if I ever smell ur perfume, I'll be crazy missing u. When I smell I feel like u r beside me. But u r not.. ;( That perfume is sooo not helping at all!..

We have another 2days to meet... The first thing I want to do when I see u back is I want to say I miss u n I love u damn much.. U juz 'left' me for 2days. And Im like this.. Imagine if evr u are to leave me. No!!!!

p/s: Ohh.. Ya.. No romantic voice plz when gayoting.. I will DAMN melt! U r like seducing me wit that voice. And I AM seduced by it.. Hmm..

WMKS is cruel for letting me miss him like crazy! ;)
I love u sayang.. Kite CHENTA awak lebih ok!

D?!

Rules:It's harder than it looks! Copy to your own note, erase my answers, enter yours, and tag twenty people.Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real...nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question.

1. What is your name : dayang amalina hussin

2. A four Letter Word : dadu

3. A boy's Name : dudi hahahah

4. A girl's Name : dianne

5. An occupation : dancer? uhhh

6. A color : dark purple

7. Something you'll wear : dress

8. A food : ding dang

9. Something found in the bathroom : d mirror? hahahahah boleh tak?

10. A place : denmark

11. A reason for being late : duh! bgn lmbt. heheh

12. Something you'd shout : dodol tengkorak kau la haa!

13. A movie title : Duda berhias ad ke?

14. Something you drink : drinks

15. A musical group : Dloyyd

16. An animal : donkey

17. A type of car : ddddddddd...?

18. The title of a song : Dayang Sayang KAmu.. heheheh

Missisippi? hUhu

Sayang....... I dont know why I cant stop thinking of u. Im missing u ssoooooooooooooooo badly. Thx for ur little perfume u gave me. The thing is the perfume jz makes me miss u even more. :(
Every single second it is u in my mind. There's no one else. And there will never be..
I love u sayang moooreeeeeeeeeeeee than u love me.. I will to do anythng for us!

Nothing can break us apart! No one can seperate u from me! Bcz I know u love me and u know I love u.

D.Am loves W.M.K.S

Friends

Standing by,
All the way.
Here to help you through your day.

Holding you up,
When you are weak,
Helping you find what it is you seek.

Catching your tears,
When you cry.
Pulling you through when the tide is high.

Just being there,
Through thick and thin,
All just to say, you are my friend.

Especially for SKTSians, SMKSGians, PTROSAINSians, CFS PJians, CFS NILAIians..

Love Is....

Love is the greatest feeling,
Love is like a play,
Love is what I feel for you,
Each and every day,
Love is like a smile,
Love is like a song,
Love is a great emotion,
That keeps us going strong,
I love you with my heart,
My body and my soul,
I love the way I keep loving,
Like a love I can't control,
So remember when your eyes meet mine,
I love you with all my heart,
And I have poured my entire soul into you,
Right from the very start.

Especially for u my love..

Sempurna

Kau begitu sempurna
Di mataku kau begitu indah
Kau membuat diriku agar selalu memujamu

Di setiap langkah ku
Ku kan tetap memikirkan dirimu
Tak bisa ku bayangkan hidupku tanpa cintamu

Janganlah kau tgglkan diriku
Takkan mampu menghadapi semua
Hanya bersamamu ku akan bisa
Kau adalah darahku
Kau adalah jantungku
Kau adalah hidupku lengkapi diriku
Oh sayang ku kau begitu sempurna..

My Besty.

I miss Nur Amniah Abdul Rahman damn much.

She is my BFF eversince we were in form4. She understands me. I understand her. She moved out to Kelantan after Spm. And I really lost her. I feels the lost. She knows every single thing bout me. N I mean every single tiny thing.

Amni,

I love u as the way u are. I know u also accepted me as the way I am. We never back biting each other. And that is best fren for me. If I ever hurt u, u'll slow talk to me. That is y I love u damn much! I dont like wat u dont. U like wat I like. We love to argue. We fight. We are like siblings. Thx for all the memories!

Dayang.

Selamat Hari Raya Aidil Adha

Raya Eidul Adha is tomorrow.

I would like to wish all Muslims a Happy Eidul Adha. Hopefully, this year's raya will be the most blessing raya ever.

And we celebrate it with a rememberance of Nabi Ibrahim's sacrification. Of how he will to sacrifice his son bcz of Allah.

So, nawaitu is important. Anything n everything we do, they're must bcz of Allah n ur lives are full with bless from Him.

Thus, celebrate raya bcz of Allah.

Plus, pray for all the Muslims who are in Mecca to perfom their hajj. Hope they get the barakkah there. And hope they will come back to their hometown safely.

Allah's Servant.

Especially For You. <3

Wan Muhammad Khairul Syafiq..

U light up my life..
U give me hope to carry on.

Ur my lover.
I love no one other than u.

I miss u badly.
I need u to support me.

Thx for the memories.
Cant thx more.

Sorry for all the wrongdoings.
Juz being myself.

No matter wat happen.
I do love u with all my heart and my soul.

A hope from me.
Never leave me even for u its for gud.

Bcz the BEST thing happens to me is
YOU.

It will never be a better one.

from,
Dayang Amalina

KAMPONG VS BANDAR?

Well, I had my Linguistics class at 1pm. We were disscusing bout all the phonetics, morphology thingy. I was like not 100% paying attention to what my lecturer was teaching n explaining. I was bz doing somethg elseS. Huhu. Ya, apparently, Im not a good student. The point is during the lecture of me not paying attention, there's this one issue dat really made me.. I mean MAKES me think bout it.

The issue is about the word NIGGER or NEGRO. Wats wit the word that really can make me pay attention to the lecture? Miss Aisyah asked us why is that the word is very offensive? And this one student answered the question. Eleda. She said that long tym ago, the word Niger is a bad word indicates the Black pipel. So they really dont like it. So do the word KELING in Malaysia. That is very offensive. We shouldnt call anyone like that. She asked Miss Aisyah back if n only if the word MELAYU is offensive. She said no. MELAYU is not ofnsive.

But the wod KAMPUNG to describe n label pipel IS offensive. She said there her fren saying that she is kampong juz bcz she doesnt go clubbing n doesnt wear the obscene clothes n dresses. She said if BANDAR is like dat. then she prefers to b a kampong girl.


And I was like, So do I Miss! I am a kampong girl if a bandar girl is someone who goes n has her social life unlimited n doesnt have boundaries. I am a kampong girl when a bandar girl is considered as a girl who doesnt wear the hijab n cover their aurah. I AM a MELAYU yg KAMPUNG my dear. I really am if the bandar girl of wat u think of is like u. Credits to Miss Aisyah for this post! :) Miss Aisyah is someone who had live in England for years n yet she admits she is a kampong girl. But some of us live in Malaysia, not even in the capital city of Msia and think of they are bandar girls. HAhahahahah. Funny!

p/s: This is sooooooooooooooo not an offensive post :)

Am I a Good Cook?

I cooked today. Hahaha. I was kidding to my mum yesterday dat I wanted to cook. I said, "Bu, sok Ina nak masak tomyam la.".. N This morning she bought all the ingredients for tomyam. And I was like I was kidding bu. Huhu. And I cooked! Well, I got some hands from Jowi, Akmar, Tira.. Hahaha. And the supervisors were my mom n my aunty.

Well my tomyam jd la gak. But this one with the help kan. So cam tak feel sgt. But I did cook it by my self. Ngee.

p/s: Sayang, hope u like it. I've cooked it specially for you actually. ILY

ILYMTYLM.

Sayang.. I know u have problems. So do I. And I know there are loads of them. And that is why u r sooooo depressed lately. I know sometimes I jz couldnt understand u. That u r having probs. I miss u so badly. I need the old of u. I know it is difficult for the time being. I juz need u to be strong my dear. U have to.

Let me be with u plz sayang. Dun keep all ur problems by urself. Ya. U did tell me the problems. But I jz know that there are not in full versions though. I want to be with u. So I cud understand u. So we dont fight that much. I love u sayang. I really do. Sorry for everythg. I love u more than I love my self. Let me be into ur problems plz my dear. That is all I need from u now.

p/s: I was happy with u. I am happy with u. I will b happy with u. Never been happier and never will.

~nandung~

Im Not A Shopaholic

Jowi and Akmar are at my home.. We were shopping like mad on Friday. I mean THEY shopped like mad. I was like at first juz watching n giving opinions about wat they want to buy. I didnt even withdraw my money. And in my mind I was thnking of buying a new shirt. It is an A there. But they juz influenced me to buy more than 'a'. And I did. I did buy 3 new shirts instead of the 'a' earlier. In fact I also bought a slipper which didnt cost like a slipper. N I bought a bag. Well that one IS cheap enough to buy though. And we bought it for 3 of us.

p/s: If u guys ever see us wearing the same bags, juz ignore! ;)

They were to be blamed I shopped more than I expected. They said, "Dyg, once in a while though u have loads of money in ur pockets". And I was like " Aah kan". And there go my RM100++. They are shopaholics! And I really mean it. Serious shit!. And I AM not one. I was damn exhausted that day! Accompany them to shop! Fuhhh.. hahah But I did have fun wit them. Thx for the memories.

Notes: Sayang, u are lucky to have me. ;). Only if u r not a shopaholic!

Shud I Call It A Nightmare..?

I dun noe wat happen dat nyte. Somehow n somewat I jz have done somethg dat hurted my sayang. My egoistic has gone higher than ever. I need to so called revenge to my sayang for not paying enough attention to me when we hang out with other frens.

As alwiz, we had dinner together. Well b4 dat Akmar n I planned to not give attention to our bfs. And we did! And they jz pist off like hell. I've never seen my bf dat mad. He just left me with a very hateful line 'KALAU TAK DILYN WATPE NAK LEPAK LG'.. And I was pissed off also. I was ego. When Jowi n Phye tried to clear things up for us, I yelled at them. Sorry. I was dat mad.B4 dz, if they advised me, I accepted. But not dat nyte.

And he never be dat sarcastic b4. He is juz sooooooooooooooooooooo sarcastic dat nyte. When I tried to b rational, he was like refused to do so. And I finally said the crappy break thingy. And he ACCEPTED dat! But not that long he called me and said that he didnt want to. And I was glad. I mean I am glad.

Sayang, sorry for the though nytes dat we had. I know I should understand u. Sometimes I jz dont. Sorry. I really love u that I cant even live without u sayang. Plz dun ever leave me. I need u to be in my life.

~nandung~

HAppy Anniversary

18-11-09

Happy 2nd month anniversary to my beloved sayang. It's been 2 months we're together. And there are loads of things that we have gone thru together. In this 2 months I jz love u even more. More than u can ever think of. And for sure, more than u do syg. Sorry for everythg. Thx for everythg. You've made me happy tru out dz 2 months. And I swear its true.

I've made a card for you sayang. hahAha. and u noe wat make dat card by myself is SOOOOOOOOOO not me. I jz need to give u somethg dat sincere from my heart. I hope u like it...

I love you sayang.. ;)

-nandung-

AKU BUKAN MACAM KAU !!!

If u ever think I AM like u, well apparently, u r wrong my dear.. I am not a type of person yg suke nak maki org tak tentu pasal. N taksuke n bnci org taktentu pasal.. Im not a girl who love to fight over a guy. Tolong la kau.. Tolong la phm. It is not me! Well Im not the BITCH dat ur thinkig of. I AM NOT! I hate bitches. U hate bitches. Everyone hate bitches. So stop being one plizz..

And a bitch to YOU is like wat? Everyone u hate is a bitch to u. Well think of wat ur haters think of. They may think u r bitch also my dear. So stop saying people are bitch when u dont even realize dat u r may be in same grup!

Bcz of that I NEVER call people of my own gender as BITCH!.. Ak agk baik la. Ak bukan macam KAU!

P/s: To those yg terase, sorry.. This post is dedicated to this one special person in my life. Enjoy readg it ya!

ITS JUZ ME

Im not weak nor Im afraid.. Its juz dat its not me when it comes to maki-ing people out of sudden. Well yes.. Maybe u can call me chicken cowardy whatever. I juz want to be myself. heheh. But luckily I have frens who are really outspoken. They can speak for me. They can fight for me. Thx.. I can be sarcastic if I want to be. Even more sarcastic than u can ever think of. I juz dont wanna be. My mom once said, Let people do bad things to us. Not we are the one who do all that. I agree with that though. but when my frens said Dunt let people pijak kepale, Well I start to think back. Sometimes I mjuz let it be. Without even thinking of wat do I feel. I've hurted myself by keeping all the hurt things inside. It is juz me when I dun let it go..

It is juz me when I cant ignore wat people said.. Especially bout me.. I want EVERYONE to be satisfied wit me. But I realize I juz cant do that. To please everybody, IT IS IMPOSSIBLE. So, who takes the priority? Family? Frens? Strangers? Stalkers? Hmm. Family comes first. then, frens... The strangers n stalkers.? Go to hell with u guys. When u guys hurted me, I still think of not hurting u guys. When u guys said bad things bout me, I jz wonder how to make u guys not to.

And even when my frens said bad things bout u guys n are sarcastic with u guys, I said "Eh da la korg. Tak baik la." ( Sometimes, I jz feel I love when my frens are like that. Puas hati!) I've done that to my HATERS! BUT u guys will never be satisfied kan! TAkpe.. Jz live ur life. I'll live my life.

p/s: JGN WAT AK JADI BUKAN AK. BCZ U GUYS WILL JZ HATE ME EVEN MORE!

11.11.09

11.11.09
A date which is soooooo not cool to almost everyone of us. This day told us that Pokyea's appeal has been rejected by IIUM. So, we all are like very sad thinking bout this. We are close. And it is sooooooooooooooooo new that we are close. We can share all the things together. Owh. Not all I think. Huhu. There are some other things that we dont want the guys to konw. Heheh. Girlfrens, syhhhh. Huhuh.. Melodrama hatiku will not be melodrama hatiku ever again when Pokyea is not here anymore. Pokyea is one of the guy frens who I alwiz ask for his advices regarding my relationship with Wan other than Dudi n Muq. Pokyea is sometimes very understanding bout my situation. Thx yaw. If he is no longer in Nilai, I will lose a fren whom I can share my problems with.

So, the Melodrama Hatiku geng wanted to make a plan that can help Pokyea to b in IIUM again. And so we planned in the evening of the day. Plan A : We go to the Dean in Pj and beg to him to let Pokyea study in IIUM. Plan B : NIL. Well apparently, we only have 1 plan. But that doesnt make us feel down. So, we planned to meet up in the night to write a letter to the Dean. We planned to have dinner at Teabox Cafe. Phye, me, Akmar, Senah, Jowi, Wan, n Pokyea.

Well that night didnt go so well. I mean it went soooooooooo wrong. First, Phye had a fight with his bf. Then, I did. Crying like hell. Akmar followed me after that. Senah on the phone, also fighting. Basically for the same reason. That is about relation ship. Jowi was the most stable at that nyte. Pokyea came with a suggestion that we shud go somewhere. We seem to have tooooo many problems.. Ya.. It IS TOO many. And the reason we were there was not even accomplished at all bcz of all the problems. We dont even disscuss on wat to write the letter. It seems funny. Yes it is pon. Huhu. When we think about it, It is funny. Well at least it shows that alhamdulillah our relationship ad frens overall is gud. We went n go through all things together. Love u guys.

Rumahku Syurgaku ;0

After days or maybe I can say weeks of the jiwe kacau thingy, I am now back as I am. Well I am not sure that I am 100% I am. But at least I know I've been quite okay. I am now blogging at home. Its soooo cool being at home after about a month in Nilai. All the problems in Nilai juz make me want to go home. And here I am though. At home, blogging, facebooking, forgetting all those stupid things happened in Nilai. To see my mom, my dad n brothers, I juz feel like crying. I missed them badly. I feel very relax over here in Gombak. I wish that I could stay longer here. But, ya.. I have a 9am-monday-class. I juz need to be there by Sunday. heh! I dont feel like going Nilai though. Well. I love Nilai as it is. I hve my beloved bf there, my girlfrends, my gud frens, my dormmates and I also have LOADS of problems there. Seeing the faces that I dun want to see. Listening to the things bout me that I dun even know myself. How weird is that huh? Someone knows me better than I am. Heheheh.

Well the point of posting this post is that I love to be at home. Heaven! No that faces. I jz feel relax. No emotional thingy. Im back as wat I am. I dont know if I can ever be a 100% myself again once Im in Nilai. I hope so. I love Gombak. Now only I appreciate my so called hometown. Ngee ;)

W.M.K.S.

W.M.K.S

My dear... Sorry for everything. I should have understand you better than anyone else. I should not force you in any way directly or indirectly. I dont even hv the intention to do so. It's juz dat I have feelings sayang. Sometimes, I AM emotional. N I know that is what makes you even more depressed. I seek for ur understanding to understand me (its not dat u don understand me) when I am crying bcz of THOSE stupid things!


When I am crying, I juz need ur shoulders like before. Not u asking me to break off with u.
When I am crying, I dont want you to be depressed. I juz want to hear ur voice, saying "Sayang, jgn nangis. Kite kan ade." like before.
When I am crying, I juz need u to wipe my tears as always. Not u saying to me that ur the one who make me cry.
When I am crying, I juz need u to ask me to be strong of what happened. Not u saying that u r not the one for me.

Sayang..
I really love u. I love u more than u do. I juz cant let u go even if u r to leave me. Cz I love you n I cant live witout u.

When I say, I never love a guy like I love u, it is alwiz true.
When I say, I never fall for a guy like i fall for you, it is true.
When I say, I wont leave you, it is true.
When I say, I love u more than u do, it is true. And u know it is true ;)

I really wish, if there are fightings between us after dis, (I bet there will be loads!) U WONT ASK ME TO LET U GO AND TO BREAK OFF WITH U! Coz I dont want to! Ever! Kite sayang awak sangat. PLZZ.. Im begging u to not mention the word 'BREAK' ever again.

D.Am <3>

D.Am

I Am Stonger...

Im way stronger than yesterday... Even if yes, sometimes, Im not. But at least I am. I was being pushed by some power to ensure Im down. Well, apparently, I WAS down. But Im NOT now. I really felt and wanted to be strong before this. It's juz dat I am a GIRL.. Who also has feelings. Who wanted to love and to be loved. Who dont want to hate nor to be hated. I was down for couple of some times.


Luckily, I have frens who have been very supportive all this while. They understood n understand me. What I felt and feel. Especially all my girlfriends.J.P.Sy.Se.F.B. Simply bcz they are girls. They should understand better what their girlfrens feel. They do know why sometimes, I repeat, SOMETIMES, I feel miserable and down and was crying like HELL. I HAVE FEELINGS THOUGH! I jz cant ignore what people say bout when I know it is SOOOOO not true. I jz cant ignore when people are sarcastic with me when I dun even know them. N when I dun know them, I dun disturb their lives and I really wish they do the same thing too. But they jz dont. And That is why i feel upset like HELL!


Having said all those, I jz have to be strong! I dont wanna lose to some1 or some2 people who really want to see me to lose though. Im not a loser. Again! I AM NOT A LOSER! It's true. I hv to be strong. Well, yes, sometimes I jz cant help to be some sort of emotional thingy. haahah. I jz need YOU GUYS AND GIRLS to support me all the way physically and of course emotionally. And ya.. 1 more thing assobru minal iman.. Juz be patient of what had happened, what happens and what will happen.

nandung.

F.R.I.E.N.D.S

Thank u frens for being there for me everytym.

JOWI PHYE SYIRA PIKA BIILAA SENAH....

U guys are my besties to me skang.. Tu yg ak rase..

Kalau korg taknak jd besties ak pon takpela,, hahahah..

Yng penting ak syg korg... Thanks au..Ak bukan nak sweet saje2. hahahah
Sweet btol2 la n sayang..

N bcz of korg da diiktiraf as my bsties, ak takkan emo ngn korg..

Ak pon harap same goes to u guys.. Sayang korg sgt2..

Thx sb tahan ngn ak yg kadang2 emo.. hahaahahaaha

Love u darls!

When Dayang Emo Lebih..

Bile ak tak kacau hidup org, ak haaaaaarrrrraaaaappppppppp sgt org tak kacau idup ak for gud! Ak taknak membenci n taknak dibenci! Ak taknak buat musuh! Sumpah ak taknak! Tp bile org da stat kaco idop ak........ Ak jd nyampah! Ak ade plak kene mengene ngn korg2 ni.. Takde ak rase. So plz la.. Jgn la nak campor idop ak bolehhhhh! Korg sibuk hal2 korg da la. Lantak la korg nak kate ak emo lebih. Ak takkan emo kalau kwn2 ak yg wat cani. Ni knl pon tak, nak cari pasal ngn ak. Ape masalah tah! U dun even know me for God's sake! N u are asked to keep in eye on me? BULLSHIT!!!!!!!!! What for? Ak tau jge diri la// TAkyah la bz body sgt.. Ak da lame tak benci org sebenci ni! N org yg ak benci tu.... HAhahahah taknak ak btau.. Sumpah! Ak rase nak mencarot sgt skang! Tapi takpe dyg.. Sabar tu separoh dari iman...Too many barriers skang.. Tapi lantakla! Ak tak kan mengalah sebb org2 cam KORG!!!! Grow up plzzzzzzzzz.... Tolong la bg ruang tok org jd senang sikit boleh! Haisy!!!!! HA... Korg nak sgt jd stalker ak kan.. Tlong la ak nak bg korg URL ak tok korg bace blog ak.. Senang la korg nak stalk ak mengong! Da la.. Ape2 je.. Tak baik meruntuhkan rumahtangge org btw...

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There's too many to tell in too short of tym.. But still wanting to post an entry.. Well.. Nothing much happen yet today. its yet to happen I think.. GTG.. Having lunch with frens yg gilo! hahahahah

The Bes Bday Ever...

29-10-09..
Bday ak yg ak rase paling bes skali.. Thx to u guys yg byk berbincang dan berfikir bagaimane carenye nak menipu ak! Hahahaha..
WAN POKYEA DUDI MUQ TAQIN JOWI SHIRA SENAH PHYE AKMAR...
Surprise party yang amat la bes! Hahhahaha wan n pokyea exciden la ap la.. Ngeng! Ak da siap nangs2 ni. Korg mmg la pelakon terbaik.. Jowi dan dudi terutamenye.. Jowi muke terkejut gile dapat msg dr dudi cakap wan n pokyea xciden, bodoh! Ak caye muke cuak kau tu mengong! Siap soh kol wan n pokyea ni.. Siap kol akmA Ni au. JOWI gile! hahahah.. Yg Dudi lak jumpe2 nak marah2.. BtAU moto hncur la ap la.. Trime kasih la dudi.. Kate2 kau tym tu mmg membantu ak yg tgh menangis tu.. Makin lege plak ak kan bile dgr camtu. Bodoh la ni. g si Muq n Taqin turun2 da muke serabot.. Muke risau.. Sekali lg ak cayE! Ak tgh nangis ni.. Dorg cakap kat ak "Dayang, jgn la risau, InsyaAllah tade pape." Thx la.. Melegekan ak gak tym tu wpun ak sdg ditipu! Yg si Akmar turun2 buat muke selambe.. Ak da pelik. Minah ni tak risau ke pasal pokyea. Tp ak diamkan je.. Hahahaha. KAteny nak ke Hospial Serdang. Pastu p Bangi jap amek kawan Wan kat situ.. Yg ak peliknye, kalau nak pick up org tu taya la sampai sume org turun dari kete. Konon nak carik kawan Wan yg tak dikenali tu. Ak da la tgh serabot gile! Soh ak carik org lak! Mmg tak la kwn2.. Korg plak beriye mencarik. Ak percaye lg di situ! Tp tym u ak da rase agk fishy sbb kat satu pondok ni ak plak KFC tp tade org kat pondok tu (Wan da janji b4 tu bday ak mkn KFC) Tmbh plak ngn moto di sebelahny yg ak macam knl. (Al rase tu ;a moto tym Muq jatoh cam nangke busuk tu hhahahaha). Tp ak diam je. Still risau ni BF terchenta xciden! Ak caye lg tu.. Pastu Dudi maki aku. Die cakap "Dayang, kau nak tggu kawan wan ke nak gerak lu. Yg kau diam je pehal ni! Yg nak mati tu BF kau tau!" Thx lg sekali Dudi. Kau sentiase membantu. Ak angis lg n ak rase cam nak bla je dr situ. Pastu dorg pon ajk grk p spital.. Ak dgn lajunye berjalan menuju kerete. Tym tu ak sorg2 je jn rupenye. Pastu dorg nyanyi lagu bday same2 hahahah. N Wan ngn Pokyea muncul from nowhere ak pon tatau. Wan pegg kek! ahahahah. TYm ak rase cam nak maki hamun je seko2! hahhaha. Thx korg.. Plan bday aku. Thx SAYANG! I know u r the mastermind of all these. I love u like crazy sayang 4 making sure my bday dz year is th bes bday ever! Thx! SUsah kan nak plan. Huhuhuhuu. N nk wat bday ak lg perfect is when Wan bawak kami ke rumahnye. Satu family die ade termasokla ibunye.. (ketaq lutut cheq!).. DAk2 ni depan ibu Wan mule la nak buat onar ngn ak. Kenekan ak je kije nye. Haisy. Sib ak kautim ngndik Wan. Syuhada n Syazwani. heheheh. Awak, dorg da sayang kite. Hehehe.Hope Ibu dapat time kite. Ibu wan bg ak adiah jugak. Terkejut ak! Thx makcik! ;) Purse tu sgt lawa. ;0.. Thx Muq 4 da choc n card (kat card tu kau tulis la sumtnhg ngeng! hhaah). Awak, thx purse n tudung tu. Rally apprecate it sayang. Mmmmmmmuuuuuuuaaaaaahhhhhh. Thx pade y lain atas kasih syg. Ak xharap hadiah. Korg join ni pon da wat ak hepi gile. Hhahahaha Phye pon mengong gile nipu ak, cakap balik jum.ngeng! Sayang korg.. (spt bese kat Wan lebih byk. hahaha). Korg mmg terbaik! FRIENDSHIP FOREVER MELODRAMA HATIKU! <3

Do I Look Like I Care?!

I dun care whatever u want to say bout me.. Coz u r no one to me.. N da most important thg is Im not disturbing u n I never will.. If u want to hate me.. Go ahead! I juz dun care! I feel like cursing but I dun want to.. Simply bcz ak pompuan yg tau jage adab sopan.. Takde kije la nak maki hamun org tak tentu pasal! I dun mention the name here... Pandai2 la kau terase. Ak tulis ni pon bukn sebb ap. Jz for the sake of wanting to let go everythng dat has to be let go....

Lepaking..

Td ptg Wan datang amek ak kat umah bersame PHYE n HATIM.. huhu saje nak lepak2. Mule2 igt nak p tgk wyg. Tp oleh kerane keluar tym tu pon da ssgt ptg so ktorg decide nak hang out OLDTOWN Tmn Melati je. huhuhu.. Lepas gak rindu .. Tp bile d anta balik makin rindu cane? heheh. PHYE gilo tu sentiase blur. HAhahah pcaye yg HATIM tu skola convent dulu. Hatim lelaki la phye! hahahahah. Byk lg la lawak2 td. I jz cant recall hahahahah. T kat nilai kite lepaking lagi ye. ;)

Result Thingy..

Setelah berhari2 tak de connection itnet kat umah, finally..... hahahahah.. Nak cite pasal ape? Pasal result? hmm.. Well, supposely, 22nd Oct tu da leh cek result. Itnet tade kat umah kan memandangkan my dad bwak his lappy n broadband to JAKARTA. He went outstation 4 cuople of days la.. N ak mintak tlg PHYE(thx phye) cekkan.. Everythg was fine until I knew n I hv to accept da fact dat I have to repeat EPT Reading! WTH!!! WTF!!! N plus, im dissapointed wit my drama. B+.. Ngeng! Target A ni. Haisy. N bcz of frustration yg amat sangt, I cried a lot. At dat tym, I didnt have any creds.. Berlari gak p kedai belakng. Korek tabong lu nak topup ni. Nak call MY VERY BELOVED BF!! Ak call la Wan. Die baru bgn tdo tym tu.. N cz ak nga nanes, bile die pggl ak, i cudnt answer.. Tbe2 die menjerit. HAhahah. Klaka pulak tym tu. Huhuhu. Terus tergelak. Da ok sikit tym tu.. Tp sbb rindu die yg amat sgt kan, so mkin menangis lak ak.(bukan awak tak pandai pujuk k). Pastu die bg ak cakap ngn IBU die..Ibu lak pujuk ak.. hahahah.. boleh! Pastu Siddiq pon pujuk ak.. COOOOOMMMMMEEELLL SIDDIQ! Geram!! huhuhu.. Thx awak! ;) Ak kol jowi lak luahkan perasaan la konon2. Tp ap yg ak dapat? Lawak bodo dari jowi. HAhahahah. Ngeng! Tp membantu gak la. Hmm Pastu Pika kol ak malm tu memberitahu yg ak tak repeat READG tu kesorgn. Rupenye ramai lg.. So ak lege. Heheheheheh. :) At least ade teman repeat. HAhahahah. AI LOIIIKKKKEEE!!! OK DONE wit the result thingy.. Ape pon result yg dapat, BERSYUKUR lah.. WE'VE DONE OUR BEST!!!! C u next sem! Hopefully, kite 1 kelas lagi kan grup5! Heheheheh ;)

What A Surprise?? HAhah

Seperti biase, pg bgn tadela awal. Turun tgk tv. Pastu tade wat ape. Sidai kain dan sebagainye. Hari yg sgt la boring. Until ptg tu dalam kol5 lebeh Wan kol ak cakap die da ade kat ngn umah ak. Nak jumpe ak katenye.. Ak tym tu ade ats katil. Otw nak tdo memndgkan hujan kan. Ak sikit pon tak caye. Yela tbe2 da sampai pulak. Ak caye tym die sumpah n tym die soh ak cakap ngn adik die SYAZWANI. Haisy ak ap lg.. siap2 la cepat2. Pastu Azin lak adkku yg bongsu tggl sorg. Ak bwk sekali. hahah. Td tu cam perjumpaan keluarge pon ade. Hahahha. Kire sesi pengenalan la between ak n Wani n Wan n Azin. Kahkahkha. Lucu2. Tp bes la.. ;) Lepas rindu kan3 wak? Tp makin rindu lak.. hmm cane? hahahah.. Till then.. ;)

When Dayang Has Nothing To Do At Home

BORING GILE!!!!!!

takde wat ape kat umah.

Rutin harian adelah tgk tv, makan, tido.. tu je

pastu ade la jd bibik jap.

masak,lipat,basuh n sidai kain.

haisy!

gile tade life ak kat umah ni.

nak keje sumpah la malas gile!

Tapi takpe la. Ahad da ade kat Nilai.

Ngee. Tym tu senah da ade. jowi pon.. Dila pon.

S pika gatal balik Isnin. Balik je la Ahad. Leh lepaking!

hahahah..

Phye ak tatau la die..

ak tade kedit nak cntc die lak. Seems like die da lame ta on9 je.

PHYE!!!! Where r u ngeng! I've been waiting for u like forever. hahaha

kenal dialog tu? haahah

K la. t ade ape2 I'll update later!;)

When The Old Days' Memories Came Straight to My Mind..

Hmm. Out of the sudden, I juz ter recalled my old days wit my frens kat UIA PJ dulu..
For about 4 months gak I didnt see all my PJ's frens. N serious shit I miss all of them..
Never in my life I dream of to b in hostel life. Cz I know I'll hate it! N my very first tym experience the hostel life was in PJ la.. Once I accepted the offer form UIA for ICT course.
Juz imagine guys.. Sorg gadis(gadis?hahah cam klaka) who never b in a hostel is forced to live in hostel. If u asked my feelings dat tym, I'll answer shit! I wanna go home straight away. I wanna follow my mom, my dad n my adik2 balik umah. Tym my family was about to go n leave me there in PJ, I was crying like HELL! hahah.. Bukan manje.. Juz not used to live far apart from family( far sgt la PJ ngn Gombak. hahah) Balik bilik tu my rumet pon nanges.. Yg sorg lagi keras tak nangis lgsg.. Cam takde perasaan pon ade hahahah. But they are my first rumets n I love them like crazy! NUR SYAZWANA DZULKIFLEE n SAYYIDAH MARYAMUL AZRA ZULRAMLI. For teh first tymer yg dok hostel, experiences ngn dorg mmg bes gile. hahaha.. Even dorg ni cam dak2 alim n baik,( yg totally cam jauh beze ngn ak) dorg gile ouh.. Kire satu pale la.. HAhahaha. Mmg bes.. Macam2 kitorg wat same2. Memndgkan bilik kitorg mengadap ABC(hostel laki) kalau bosan2 je mest ak n azra skodeng dak2 ABC. hahah mmg tade keje. Wana kdg2 join.. Kalau die nak lyn la. Hahaha.. Pastu lyn SUPER JUNIOR same2.. Bygkan la.. Sok exam arab kol2.. Malam tu tak tdo ygk video Suju. Pas subuh baru tido. Hahahah. Mmg gile. Luckily we passed the paper wit flying colors! hahahah. Thank God gak ktorg terjage before kol2 tu. hahahah. Hmm Rindu ouh.. Kitorg slalu gado. Cam adik badik da. Yela 1rum=3pipel. So jd sgt rapat. Bile ak nak pinadah Nilai tu, sedih sgt.. Takot tak dapat jumpe rumet yg cam dorg lg. Yg tol2 phm ak.. Sib kat Nilai ni jumpe gak ouh. Huhuhu. WANA N AZRA.. ak sayang korg.. Rindu korg.. Thx for all the memories dat we had in 128A ZC. hahaha Bilik plg bersih!;)


Pastu ngn my classmates.. DAIA, BULBUL, MIN, ANJANG, FAIRUZ, SHIKIN, ACAN, YANA, YAYAN, ERIN, AIN.. Hisy ramai lg la. tak tersebut lak.. hmm tp ak paling rapat ngn DAIA n BULBUL. Ade persatuan gedik2 blake la. Ape la. HAHAh. Klaka. Tp bes la. Ak kat PJ tade kwn laki sgt. FITRI,FAZRUL,FAZMAN,ASLAM,SHIN,AZRIL,HASIF,ADIB,LAH. Tu je la yg ak igt. Tu pon dak kelas ak. Dak kos lain? tak igt. CAm tade. Ouh lupe nak include FASHLI c playboy. Ex skandal ak. hahaha Mongok ny FASHLI. HAh!!! Terigt lak kat SHAUQI.. hahahah Mamat ensem dak kelas COMP2 ak.. HAhaha AI loooiiiikeee. (tym tu la.. skang i like my bf sorg) hahha
Ensem ouh.. Die tahu ak suke die. Tp die lyn je ..hahahah Tym die pnjam pendrv ak,pon ak suke.. Pape tah.. Tapi tak rapat sgt. Sebb die 2nd yr.. huhu.. Dain n Bulbul kire BFF ak la kat PJ tu. Ak n Daia p kelas sume same2. Sbb all my class sume same ngn die. Drp kelas english sampai la ke kelas core. Mmg rapat la. Daia ni dak hot ICT la. Hot gak kat PJ. Dak engine pon ramai minat die. Tp 1 thg besnye die, die tak gedik ouh. Langsung! Tak bajet hot cam certain people. I bet if die ade kat Nilai pon she'll b one of the hot chicks gak. hahahah.. Kalau jalan ngn die tu tak sah la kalu tade org swit2. Haisy. Ak lak rase cam ak hot. hahahah.. Bulbul lak ak knl tym b4 kelas lg. Tym tu nak XRAY kat kinik PJ tu. Kenal cam2 tu je. Tp jd rapat bile da 1 kelas. Hahahah. Masok lak pale. even die sorg yg lurus. Hahahaha.. Sume nak ngmpat2 ak caye kat dorg 4 org ni je. Daia, Wana, Azra n Bul.. huhu My life kat PJ. dorg 4 org la. Rindu sgt dat moment. Even Bul skali ngn ak tuka BEN tp die kejp je kat Nilai tu .. PAsr=tu tgglkan ak sorg2 p Maktab. Sedih gile dat tym.. Sib ak ade dormmate yg baik n classmate yg memahami kat Nilai tu. huhuhu..

TO ALL MY ICT'S FRENS : U ALL ARE GRADUATING DIZ SEM.. GUDLUCK IN GOMBAK. I NEVER FORGET U GUYS N ALL THE MEMORIES! TILL WE MEET AGAIN IN GOMBAK. U GUYS WILL B MY SENIORS! HUH,, HATE DAT FACT HAHAHAHA LOVE U GUYS.. MMUUAAHHH ;)

My Cramped Legs!!

Afta months of not working, I was placed at the MOST horrible station in Petrosains..

The Lobby!!!

WTH!!

U have to stand 4 8 hours!

N my legs are cramped!

Lenguh2 sume ade ouh.. HAisy..

Dah la station tu susah nak handle..

Ak lak vol yg agk senior..

Ape2 je mest ak lu yg kene.. I dun like..huhu

Thank God la nothg happen..

I mean the huge huge mistakes dat cud have happen la..

Ngee..

So dayang abeskan kijenye dgn baik..

Nak kate cemerlang takleh la..hahah

PAgi tym nak amek bas tu..

Seperti bese la, tertggl bas..hahah

Aku tension tol..

Masalahnye.. Tertggl bas mest bas yg leh dinmpk menigglkan kite.haisy!!

Tension2.

But then sampai KLCC tepat pade waktunye..

Kebetulan lak kwan2 lame ak ade gak yg kije td..

Wani, Fara, Oshin, Azran, Lutfi, Amoi, Put, Kak Siti, Tiyya, Izzat, Romzi..

Ramai lg la..

huhu... Ade gak kawan ak upenye kat petro tu lg.hahah.

Pastu tym balik tu kan...hahahaha..

Ade org baik hati tlg amekkan..heheh..

Bf terchenta.hahah..

Thanx ea.. Susah2 je..huhuhu..

Pastu p makan sat ngn die..hehe

Ade ke wat baik ngn adk bongsu ak..

Siap bagi duit tym jumpe..

Haisy.. Skang ni siyes cakap adkku lg syg die drp ak!!

hahahah.. Boleh3..

No hal punye!hahah;)

Thx ek.. Sayang awak..;)

Till then!

When Dayang Hates Ppl..

Truthfully n honestly, Im not a type of person yg suke ngumpat org suke2 ati.

Buang mase siot ngumpat2 ni..

Ape dapt kan kalu ngumpat..

Dose dapat la.hahah..

Sebab tu bile ak tak suke org ak diam..

Ak tak bitau org pon..

Sebb myb ak sorg je yg taksuke..

So wats da point of me ngumpating kan?

And maybe bcz of dat ppl will assume dat ak hipokrit.

GO TO HELL wit dat..

Like I care..hahah..

I know wat im doing..

So suke hati aku la ak nak wat ape pon kan..

Im not trying to be a hypocryte though..

Juz being fair enuf not to talk bad bout ppl..

But when the hatred overcomes me..

DATS IT..

hahaha..

Susahny ak nak trust org..

Camtu gak la susahny ak nak benci org..

Tapi kalau org wat taik ngn ak, wat am i suppose to feel ngeng!

dapat tau lak die tikam ak dari belakg..

SHIT!

haahhaha..

But still im too soft i thnk..

Too soft to confront wit dat kind of ppl..

Melainkan ak dapat support yg kuat from kwan2 lain..

Hahahaha..

Itu pon tak sampai hati lagi tu..

Im not saying dat im dat kind..

juz soft hearted myb..

So, konklusinye, jgn wat ak bnci la..

Once ak bnci, dats it..

But utk wat ak tak bnci..

first thg first ak kne la jge prangai..

supaye org tak bnci ak gak..

Tol tak?

Ni tak. Harap org wat ok ngn kite tp kite tak ok ngn org.

PEJADAHNYE!!!

So same2la kite betulkan diri kite sendri b4 kite jugde ppl..

pesanan penaje..;)

melodrama hatiku..<3from phye..

A Boring Day?

Hmm.. boring ke..

ya la.. bcz nothing interesting happen today..

so takde bnde nak cite..

Juz dat cian ngn my mom..

die supposely kene kije harini..

but my dad takde..

So, spttnye, adik anta die la kat the nearest bas stand..

tapi pg td ujan lebat gile..

ibu tggu sampai kol8 tak benti gak..

ibu decide to not to go to work..

huhu..

1 advantage la kan bile ibu dok umah..

dapat makan ape yg ibu mask.. huhuh..

=)

Happy Bitrhday..

??????

I wonder y i m not feel sleepy yet..

dah macam burung hantu ak ni..

Dah kol 4pg kowt..

haiyakk.. tdo la dyg.. hahaha..

Selagi ngadap laptop ni, mmg tak la ak nak rase ngntok,,

tp kan mlm ni ujan..

connection itnet cam slow gile..

Tension lak ak..

Nak upload gmbr pon lame.. haiyakk!!!

Nak cakap pasal ape..

Risau pasal my sayang..

Haila bat phone kong plak.. tah cane la setel taya tu..

Kol bape pulak nak sampai umah?

Lolx.. Hopefully everythg's fine..:(

Tp Im worried.. I couldnt contact him ryte now....

How uh?

Hmm.. Chill dyg k.. huhuhu.. ok je tu..

;) takrase ngntok lg ni.. huhu

Happy Birthday

Happy birthday especially to NUR SYAZWANA DZULKIFLEE..

My ex rumet kat pj lu..

Sayang kau.. Rindu kau..

Moge pjg umo murh rezki k..

13hb oktober..

mmmmmmmmmmuuuuuuuuaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhxx!

IIUM CONVOCATION FESTIVAL..

Td kat UIA ade konvo ouh..

Ak p ngn Dila..

Melawat Bro Charlie favourite lecturer kitorg.. hahaha.. sweet gile lo konon...

Memberi sokongan moral tok die..

Even ktorg sampai da tghari.. Die da amek scroll da pon..

hahaha..

Jumpe bro wit jubh n topi tu.. hahaha.. bro da graduate siot!!

N bro one of da top student gak la.. Sbb dapat time scroll tym awal2..

uuuhhhhhhhhh.. Lecturer sape tu?

haha.. Nik belikan bro pizza.. tulis Happy Graduation Bro..

Ngeh2..

Ak? Kasih syg cukop la.. hahaha..

Sbb tak plan nak p pon..

Nak tgk gmbR? haha..

T ade la tu dalam facebook.. huhu..

Till then..

What Shud I Feel?

Well..

Hmm.. Nothing much to say..

Jiwe kacau lorh.. n I dont even know why..

I feel like yelling pipel!!

I juz want to get mad n angry wit all people I know..

N they dont do anythg dat may hurt me pon..

Wats wrong wit u dayang?

Mud swing? Pms? Impossible la..

Haisy..

Wonder y? Serious shit I hate dz kind of feeling.. mencik..

Tbe2 nak marah org..takde kije..

How can u understand people when u cant understand urself!!

So obviously, u totally CANNOT understand people around u.

Arghh..What the hell is this..

I HATE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!

I hate when I barely understand people..

WTF!!

Asal ni dyg?

hahah.. gilo?


GOD, help me to understand myself..

Why shud i have dz kind of feeling though..

=(

3 weeks of sem break..

Wat do i do during this 3 weeks.. bosan meh..

Nak keje malas.. I bet my dad is going to force me to go to driving classes..

Hahahah.. Mmg la malas.. da lame tggl.. Aritu dve kete auto..

Bodoh sgt kari kiri letak kat break..

haha.. Da kne marah ngn my sis.. Die hbt sikit drvg.. haha..

Nak date ngn my sayang!!

haha.. Rindu.. tapi taktau bile.. Hmm.. Rindu3..

Hopefully dalam mase terdekat ni la ea.. Ngeh2..

Pastu nak hangout ngn pai n mb wit shera.

Dorg je mmbr uia yg dok kl ni ha..

Jln2 tgk muvie ka, ber ronggeng ke, tak pon p karok, main bowling pon ok.. Tp i tgk ja.. Tak mampu nak main..

hahaha..

Jowi!! Td otw p mkn kan ak nmpk org gile.. hahaha.. mengong la same cam kau..

kau jgn nak mcarut je kije kat sabah tu.. hahaha

Im not a good fren though....

haha..

karma.. I alwiz commented on people.. isy.. She's not good as fren..

But alwiz forget to ask myself whether or not I am a GOOD FREN?!!

Bullshit!!! Im a bad fren.. I let my fren to feel down because of me..

WTF!! Sorry..

Nur Syafiqa Ismail.. I know U love me.. n I do love u 2..

I never forget u as u r my first fren kat nilai ni.. Never for me to forget dat..

After reading ur blog bout me, wut shud i feel?

I feel guilty n feel dat im no good in being a fren though..

Sorry.. I do feel the gap yg kite ade skang agk besar compared dgn before..

Where we share everythg together..

Well.. I do like wanna share my thgs kat u n I still do pika..

Serious shit I tak tipu yg I syg u..

Sorry.. Im the one who changed a lot..

N bcz of dat la kite jd cani.. But kite ok je kan

We're still like before, pika..

I love u as my fren.. Serius ak tak lupe korg even ak ngn dorg..

Ak happy ngn korg.. Ngn dorg pon ak happy..

Lain happy ak ngn korg ngn happy ak ngn dorg..

Sorry pika for eveythg.. I didnt mean to hurt u at all!! Love u..

hurm...

afta 1day tak blogging, ni nak blogging balik la..
huhu,,lappy n broadband kne sorok ngn my dad semalm,,
so mmg tak dpt connect ngn itnet..
hmm..
Things got complicated ouh..taktau nak wat ape skang..
Help me pliz..
kan bes if i cud pth balik da tym..sng la idop ak!!
cane ni?tlg2..hmm..
If n only if i cud make my choice now!!!mencik..
ya..
life is unfair.. but God is fair..
So berserah je dyg..
Whatever He gives u today, certainly for good though.huhu
Btw, baru balik dr danau kota..uptown..gile tol!ramai org..
pastu leh plak sesat nak balik tu..dr danau tu leh plak sampai ke pekeliling..
jaoh tak jaoh tu..
hahaha
tu la..
dah btau soh u turn degil..
dah sesat baru caye..haiyo!hahaha..
dah kol130 pg n yet im not sleepy..hahah
yela semalam bgn kol12 tgh hari..mane nak ngntknye..
la dyg..ank dare ap ni..
hahah..tym cuti2 ni la nak nikmati tido sepuas2puasny!!!

12th Sept 2009

Starting my day with our sahor kat umah..huhu..finally..
I was woke up by sumone..thx..
and after sahor,solat sume, nak tahu I bgn kol bape?
12noon!!!!!
if my mom find out..im a dead meat though.hahaha
n bgon2 i received a text msg..kol 7 somethg..
sori awak.. i didnt call u..tido lg..sian awak oh..
I called u juz now, ur fon is off..I bet u are still sleeping..
t kite call balik eh..
tibe2 rase rindu plak kat nilai..kat kelas sume..asal eh?i wonder y dow..
maybe we baru je nak close together tbe2da abes sem..rindu sume org..
fiqa,bila,tasha,maa,ida,nik,shira,jowi,pai,senah,ainul,fisah,adel,mimi,maliza,anith
afiq,wan,dudi,poji,fit,paan,az,pokye,mirul,nuar,khutaibah, n many more..
name2yg tak dimention, i'll mention afterward yaw..huhuhu
rindu u guys like crazy dow..mmuahhxx..
oryte..dats all from me from da tym being..my so called cute lil bro da bising2..gtg..
daa..

taaruf

First tyme ade blog..hahaha..

love to type pon.. today nothing weird happened..

our final classes td pon cam tak bes ja..

coz ramai takdtg..sedih2

but after raye,leh meet up balik..ngee..

Group5..i love all of u guys..

hahaha.. Tadi supposely balik from nilai after zohor..but somethg came up!

I hv to wait until 4..baru my dad sampai..tak dapat join nik g gombak! nak carik shawl raye ohh..

plus, my dad said dat we're going to pick my mom n my sis up..sorg kat usj sorg kat kj..

punye la jam!!! cannot go..last2 buke nasi kandar je kat kj..tak sedap!the nasik yg i makan not even half of it..

hahaha..tp knyg la gak..then balik2 nmpk ade connection to net..on9 sampai skang..ngeh3