W.M.K.S???

WHAT MAKE KITE AND SKY

When u mad at me,
I make my heart softly,
When u think u r right,
Things are just even more tight.

I cried over u nobody knows,
Juz to see ur heart to me close,
Over me u do lie,
And for that I may die.

What make kite n sky,
Nothing but to see we both fly,
Coz we both know we love,
Though it is tough.

What make the both of us,
Nothing but the trust,
As they all know we are two,
And we always know it too..


Hmm.. An assignment of poetry. Im proud of my self!!!!!
If u ever realise the title of the poem. It means somethg. W.M.K.S........
This poem is for u!!

Apabila BFku Hot stuff

AHhahahha.. Bangge pon ade.. Tapi sekse pon ade.. Ramai nak kat awak ni sayang. Ur exes.. Haisy tu la awak.. Sweet talker sgt ahahahha..

Tapi bile awak syg kite sorg je.. Kite rase kire menang! Get lost la pompuan sume.. Ak takkan lepaskan bf ak tok korg la.. Dalam mimpi pon takkan dapat k.. Sorry.. Sorry if u think I am mean. But I am pon. Lantak la kau! P la meroyan tak dapat BF ak..

Ak pedulik hape kawan!

Pompuan Part 2.

Oh ya pompuan.. I heard u mess with my frens' too.. My dear.. Dont be too desperate to be with guys. Come on.. Grow up.. U can stand by ur own. Tak perlukan lelaki.. Kau kan hot.. Ramai je laki nak kat kau.. So tggu je la laki dtg kat kau.. Jgn cari laki cam kau ni dah tak laku sgt. Kau laku ak tau. Semue tau.. Ramai nak kat kau. Jgn la sampai merosakkan hubungan org lain jugak.. I juz cant understand u. Kate hot.. Jgn nmpak sgt terhegeh2 kat laki.. Ak takpe la terhegeh2 kat laki. Ak takpe la p ngendeng kat laki. Ak tak hot.. Cari market ar nak mark up kan.. Kau lain wei.. Kau tak perlukan semue tu.. Tol.. Trust me..

Oh.. If kau tak puas hati ngn ak, jgn kacau kwn2 ak sekali.. Ak tak nmpk ape masalah kau ngn kwn2 ak.. U seem to know each n every single of my frens' name. Gud for u.. Kalau da takde org nak kawan ngn kau, Datang la kat kitorg. Ne tau kitorg leh tlg. :)

Pompuan.

Im not stalking.. Tapi dapat info drp sumber2 yg boleh dipercayai.. U've talked bout me in ur Fb.. Like I wouldnt even know...

U know wat! U juz force me to be like u! U know wat u are? Pompuan yg suke maki hamun org , benci org tak tentu pasal.. tapi kau brani kat mane? Internet je.. ur FB n blog n all. I've done nothing to u!. Maybe u can say I stole ur BF. But u know wat? I didnt! He is ur ex when he proposed me to be his GF. And even before we knew we liked each other, I've advised him to go back to u as I cud see u love him that much! I am to be blamed if he doesnt want u anymore? Well. I am the one who stuck with him. ANd sooooo wat with that? I love him alwiz.. So wat?! He is MINE!!!

Kau tau tak.. Kawan2 ak banyak kali je nak kenekan kau. Tapi ak tanak! Tym yg ak gayot ngn ex kau@bf ak tu, sumpah ak serbe salah nak angkat sebb kau ade. Ak mmg tanak cite pasal ex kau depan kau. Ak nak jage hati kau. Ak nak lg respek kau. Even kau tak nmpk! Ak takde cakap syg2 ngn die tym tu for ur info.. Ak cakap2 sekasar yg boleh ngn die tym tu supaye tanak la bg kau terase sgt. Sampai die tny asal garang2 sgt. Kau tak nmpk sume tu wei. Kau nmpak yg buruk je ak ni.Yg bersyg2 ngn die tym tu kawan2 ak!.. Tipu la kalau ak kate ak tak penah kutuk kau. Penah! Tapi tu sume lepas kau kutuk ak dalam blog kau.. Ak tak nmpk ape perlunye kau nak benci ak kalau tol kau da tanak kat ex kau. Salah ke ak sayang kat die? Salah ke?
Nape? Kau nyesal sebb kau lepaskan die dulu? Thx.. Kau lepaskan die tok ak. Cani la.. Ak paling tak suke gado sbb lelaki. Kite pompuan minah.. Tak malu ke gado2 sbb laki? Tapi ak takkan mengalah as in lepaskan die tok kau.. Ak harap stop la ngn ape yg kau wat ni wei.. Condemn ak dlm Fb n blog. Whats the point? Ak tak nmpk ape2 faedah pon.

Ak tak hot. Ak tau. ak tak penah rase ak hot. Tak macam kau. Kau cantik, cun, ramai laki minat kau kan.. Ya I know. But I love him with my heart and my soul. Tak kire la ak hot ke tak, Ak syg die n ak tau die syg ak.. So plz la pmpuan.. Stop all this things.. Ak tak penah kutuk kau kat blog n FB.. Except for this la.. so plz.. Jgn kacau idop ak lg. Sebb ak takkan pernah lepaskan die tok kau. Sebb ap? Sebb ak syg die..

Pompuan lg 1.. Hmm yg kau ni ak mmg taktau ape masalah kau ngn ak since dulu. Sumpah ak tatau. Nak kate kau ex bf ak, takde la plak. kau ade crush on him? Bukan kau da ade BF ke? Tp yg kau nyibuk sgt hal kak pe kes? KAu benci sgt ngn ak pe kes? TAk paham la ak.. Dgn tag ak kat gmbr yg sgt huduh tu pe kau dapat minah? Ak tak paham wei.. What? U t trying to back up the other girl ke? Eh.. Die n BF ak have nothing to do with u.. So back off la. Kau mmg la ade back up besa.. Tapi I care what? I dont care!!!

Pompuan2.. Get off from my way.. Ak tak kacau idop korg. Stop kacau idop ak!! Tq..

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I cried. Nobody knows.
They can say I dont love u as much as u love me.
But as they dont know I cried over u, they juz have no idea how much I love u.

Attention n Affection

Im sorry Im not in the mood of forgivivg pipel. U dissapointed me.. When u said I need attention n when Phye said I need affection, YES!!! I need. Both. Especially from u. I know I cant force u to only have ur life with me. But at least meet me in 1day once. Just once is enough. More than enough for me . Is that sooo hard?

We r close in distance but far from each other. That is us to me.

i.b.u.

Ibu..
Ina mintak maaf sgt2.. Ina cume terase sikit je bile dorg kutuk. Cakap2 belakang. Ina tak suke. Ina nak ibu tau ina sayang ibu sangat..Ape pon ina wat Ina igt ibu n ayah. Exam tak ok Ina nanges, buka sbb Ina, sebb harapan ibu n ayah berkecai..
Ina da kecewekan ibu drp UPSR sampai la SPM. Ina taknak kecewekan ibu lg. Ina study sggh sebb ibu. Ina tau ibu nak sgt tgk Ina bjaye. InsyaAllah bu. Doakan ina. Ina anak sulong. Besar tggjwb. Kene tnjk cth adik2. Ina tau.. Ina sedar. Nanti Ina yg kene tlg adik2. Ina tak pandai sgt bu.. Ina mintak tlg sgt ibu doa tuk Ina.. Supaye bjaye dunie akhirat. Terime kasih bu. Ade masenye Ina jatuh n naik, ibu yg ade,.. Ibu tak pernah puas dgn semue keputusan Ina. Sedangkan org luar cakap da ckup bagus da dyg.. Kdg2 Ina pon cam tny cane nak puaskan ati Ibu. Tapi bile Ina pk balik, bile Ibu tak puas ngn result Ina tu la yg wat Ina lg sggh2 n wat Ina tak senang puas ati ngn result yang ala kadar.. Terime kash bu..

Terus doakan Ina ye..

Sorry

I love u WMKS.. Sorry byk sgt emo lately neh.. Tunggu la jap.. 1mggu je k.. Then I promise InsyaAllah,, Ok da pastu..
Sorry.

Love,

D.Am

Coincidence

On this heavy rainy day.. I still want to post an entry.. Hahahha..

Oh ya.. 1 more thing dat I really forget to write.

On last Thursday, Phye had invited or shud I say ask me to accompany her to go to this one audition of a theater. In IIUM of course. At first I was laughing at her and said : " You r sooooooo drama queen".. And I was like ok la.. I'll acompany u. But will not involve in the audition dat nyte.

Jowi was asked to accompany her also. And so it happened dat the three of us went to the waiting room and sit there. phye took the form. And so did Jowi. And I was like... oh Jowi wanted to be auditioned too. They tried to persuade me to join and I say I didnt want to.

And it soooo happened dat Im interested in joining them to be auditioned. Juz cuz u know. I love this thing ever since I was small. And I was like ok! It was for fun. I didnt really want to join pon.. But ya la kan.. I did the audition. I needed to sing to do a poem and to act.

The funniest part was that in the acting part. the scene was I am a gedik girl who was asking her bf for a new hp. I was assisted by Naza. thx..

Dayang: U.. Tgk my hp.. Buruk dah.. I nak Hp baru.. Boleh kan kan kan?

Naza: ohh.. Nak hp baru.. Boleh2.. Jom tgk2..

Dayang: I nak hp tu u.. Iphone 3g tu.. Murah je u.. ribu2 je..

Naza: huh? ala u.. Hmm u gune la hp u tu dulu .. Buruk je.. Bukan rosak pon..

Dayang: Ala u.... ( sambil hentak2 kaki)

Naza: I belikan la sok k.. U thn la kjap.. Jap je..

Dayang: Ap tahan2?! I dah tak tahan tau tak?!

Hahhaha.. Naza at that tym was like 'ap yg dyg maksudkan'.. And I was like 'can it be bad meaning'.. And we laughed outloud after dat.. Hhahhaha.. Obscene !

To complete the story, yesterday, there was this one text saying Congratulations.. U r chosen to be part of the theater as a supporting role. And I was like hahahahah.. Ok la..

Pengalaman sekali seumur idop. So I did accept the offer. Hhhahah.. Enjoy my acting nanty ya!

Muhasabah Diri

Bile kite sedar ramai benci kite, jgn salahkan yg ramai tuh.. Sebab dorg majority.. Mesti ade sebab. So muhasabah la diri carik kelemahan sendiri.. Janganlah asek nak tunding jari.. Kesalahan kite, kite tak nampak.. Pk2 kan lahh.. Nape orang ramai tak suke kite? Daripada menyalahkan org lain kononnya org lain wat cite baik la kite cermin diri kite cane, jgn pk kite bgs sgt sampai takde ruang tok org benci.. Setiap manusia ade kelemahan.. Termasok la kite.. Jgn asek nmpk kelemahan org.

Bcz only then u know how to appreciate frens!.. Maybe kawan2 lari sebb kite tak pndai jage ati kawan.. Kdg2 kite kene byk mengalah.. Jgn rase penat mengalah kalau betol nak berkawan ramai.. Bile berkawan, frens juz dun back bite each other.. BFF apatah lg.. Jgn consider kite as s BFF org when kite still kutuk belakang2.. Terimalah kawan2 kite ape adenye.. Cantik ke buruk ke.. Kaya ke miskin ke.. Pandai ke tak brapa ke.. Bussuk ke wangi ke.. Ape gunenye kite sebagai kawan.. Tentu la nak membetolkan kpd yg lebih baik.. Kawan pon utk mase susah n senang.. Bukan senang je..

One more thing, dont trust ur frens too much.. Kite ni kene la simpan ape yg perlu disimpan drp org yg kite tak rase bertggjwb menyimpannya. Kite pon kene la phm bile ade kawan2 kite simpankan something drpd kite. Ade sebbnye.. Jgn pakse.. Kene bine tembok kepercayaan lu, baru boleh dikongsi sumenye.. jgn suke2 mbuke pekung di dada..

Pilihla kawan yg tol2 kawan.. Tak semestinye kawan da lame tu kawan sejati kite. Tak semestinye jugak kawan baru kite takleh dipercayai. Buka mate.. Buke hati.. Baru kite tau sape lawan sape kawn sebenarnye..

PMS Part2

Now I can confirm why am I acting weirdly eversince couple of weeks ago..
PMS!!!!
So to all that i've hurted in any ways , Sorry ya..
Natural thingy .. Cant run from that..
And now Im having back pain! Shusshh! Painful though. I cant stand to stand or even to walk.. Shusshhh!!
Hmmm..

To NURUL AKMAR again!

If that is my only choice, I need to cus u then. Hahhahahha.. But.. Copyright ok that song was taken on 181009.. U r juz tooooooooooo late.. hahahhaahha..

Carik lagu lain la bg kat Pokyea.. Lagu 3 kupang ke, lagu air pasang pagi ke.. hahahah.. ;)

PMS

Wan Muhammad Khairul Syafiq..

Im missing u like hell!!! Hmm.. Thx coz still with me as for couple of days , I am not me. Mud swing. PMS perhaps! I dont know. But luckily u understand sayang.. That what makes me love u even more..

I need to see u.. I need u.. I love u forever.. Dun ever leave me for someone else.. begging..

U r my record.. U r still with me beyond 3months.. I like that.. I know we can last long sayang.. All we need is the will of wanting to do so!!

Sayang awak sayang.. u kinda cool sometyms .. U accepted my marah2 as it is.

Sorry ya.. MMMMUUUUUUAAAAAAAHHHHHHXXXXX!1

2010's Reso

Resolutions..

1. Want to cut off all the drama and emo thingy.. Grow up! U r a big girl now!! Dunt b emo. Dunt cry. Dunt care to care to something that are not to be cared off..

2. NIL.

HAhahhahaha..

I dun wanna b a drama queen dz year.. Either with ur bf or ur frens, juz stop it! Try to be though.. And if ur frens want to start the drama again, jus run away from them or maybe cud say straight to their face, "Ekeleh! Emo lebih la kau!".. As if I hv the courage to do that to my own frens la kan.. hahahah..

Happy Bday Yie!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WAN SYAIFULLAH@SYUKRI.
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Yie..,
Sweet 14.. Kecik lg la.. hahahaha Moge pjg umo murah rezki yie!! Main bola bg hebat2.. Wakil negare k.. Hmm.. Kecik2 jgn ade gf.. (sbnrny kdyg jeles t. hahahha.. bukan kdyg je.. ramai g..)
Dah makin besa yie.. jage Ibu tau kat umah..

Nanty kdyg beli hadiah aiskrim rm1.. ;)..
Gudluck in watever u do ya!!


p/s: ade la mate2 kawan2 ak yg melihat ni akan jd sgt teruje ye,. Syukri plak.. hehheeh

Happy Bday Billa

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BILLA!!
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Sweet 20.. U r the 1st one to feel how 20 is like.. I juz feel old!! ahahha..
May Allah bless u my dear.. I love u.. I really am.. Thx for being a gud buddy to me.. A place where I can share ALL probs.. Nothing excluded!!

Billa,
I love u.. Hope this will be ur bes bday ever! ;)

To NURUL AKMAR

I really need to post this post!!!!!

AKMAR!!!!

U know wat.. Well obviously u didnt know.. And I desperately want to tell u that the endless love song is our theme song ok! Jgn sebuk. I gave him the song for the first anny. hhahahah.. And dalam karok pon penah nyanyi..

Carik lagu lain la.. ahahhahah.. Sorry.. The song was taken!!!

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010110..

New year to celebrate?? Hmm.. Not for me..

Well.. Starting my day with being awaken up by my dad at 830 in the morning. He asked me when to come back home. And I said right after this ayah.. After I got off my bed. My dad said get ur butt off that bed (he didnt really say this but I know he was trying to say this.) But thx to him. I planned to wake up at 8 and go out off the campus by 9. But apparently I overslept.. Ngee.. Straight after that, I took my bath, and pressed my shirt and get ready to go. Well. I gambled a thing this morning before I got off. I wore jeans. And the jeans is soooo not UIA at all.. I gambled. Got dowm level and watched whether there is a mak guard in front of the gate, and Yippi! Mak guard was stealing bones at that tym. Hahahaha. And I went to block B all alone. Need to topup my num first and need to withdraw money.. After that, I called a cab which I used to take and luckily he's free at that tym.. And I wat at the KTM by 940.. I took the KTM at 950. After 1hour in the KTM and being surrounded with gross smell, at 1050, I arrived at KL Sentral.. Waiting for Putra for couple of mins, I got off to my hometown GOMBAK!! Yippi!!

Arriving Melati at 1130.. Waited for the bus until 12.. I went off to see my BFF.. NUR AMNIAH .. After years of not seeing her.. I missed u like hell!..

PEOPLE! Im independent okay.. My new year was not new year at all! HAHAHA.. No celebration.. but there is resolution.. Well. To be discovered soon.. HEheheh..