5 months.

Happy Anniversary awak! Ily. :)

It has been 5 months since we declared to be together. And.......... I am happy. So far , not even a single regret yg dtg kat hati nih. Alhamdullilah. Berkat doa kita. And I am praying that we will be forever. amiinnnn.

Teringat tym zaman2 'mude' dulu. mude merujuk kepade zaman mase mule2 nak on ah. HAHA

We started off as frens. Kawan2 ah. Mule2 knl tu tak rapat pon. Bese2 je. And pas break off ngan ex b4 diz, die start text ah . Tanye khabar. Maybe kesian tgk aku meroyan tak tentu pasal kan. HAHA. Biase2 je. And I was damn lonely tym tuh. Sumpah rase lonely thp ape. And die dtg ah konon2 menceriekan hari2 yg datang kan. HAHA. Tapi takde lahh ceriekan sgt pon. Die byk kutuk aku. And die cite die kutuk2 aku depan ex aku tym ex aku tu still bf aku. '-_- . Jahat kann?? Macam2 ah die kate. Ustazah mane lahh? Tak semenggah lahh.. Err Herloww. Cam kau tu semenggah sgt je kan. HAHA. And so, kitorg text and text and text tiap2 ari ah.. And ade tym die takde kedit tu, aku call die. Sampai abes rm10 jugak lahh sehari untuk mamat paling ensem di dunie tuh. HAHA. Mase mule2 nak call tu nervous gak ah. HAHA. bukan sebab ape. Tak penah rapat. Tbe2 je rapat kan. So jadi cam malu ah. Tp ok ah. Everything went well.

Sampai satu tahap, die admit kat aku yg aku nih antare kawan2 pompuan yg die syg ah. *kire cam BFF gitu kan. And and and I was like suke ah. Sebab dalam keadaan aku yg sgt miserable tuh, ade yg nak syg kann. Sape tak suke. even sayang tu sbg kawan je. Rase disayangi gile. And die pon kawan yg baik. I mean when he treated u well, sape yg tak suke kann? And and bile ade yg isi ruang2 kosong kat hati kite. Sape je tak suke..? Walaupun die tak ensem! HAHA. And bile die lyn baik sgt . Sampai tahap tak boleh tak contact. Ade skali tu. Kitorg wat deal. Tayah contact sampai semggu. HAHA. Not once ok. Byk kali gak deal ini cube dilakukan. Tak menjadi. Sebab...? Rindu! :) Taleh ah tak text sehari. Rase tak complete je ari tu *ok muntah skang. HAHA. That was when i think ohhhh. if bende nih melarat, i wouldnt be able to handle it.

Maknenye, hmmm. Susah ah bile laki dan pompuan berkawan baik. Dalam erti kate lain BFF nih lahh. Kawan rapat leh jd. Tp kawan baik, it is something else. Maknenye, kawan baik tu is when you share almost everything with him or her. When u go deep with him or her. Susah lahh kan kalau laki and pompuan berBFF nih. If kau ade couple and ade BFF lain gender , lain cite. Tp ni bile kau due single. And kalau BFF sejak kecik. Kire childhood frens tu pon lain cite. Ni kesnye tbe2 rapat kan. Susah ah! I mean. Bg pompuan ah. Pompuan nih lain sikit dr laki. She cannot handle her feelings. And She even cannot distinguish feelings antare kawan baik lelaki or pakwe. Bende tu cam nak same tau. Tp laki nih die ok. So on je lahh. Nanti pompuan yg merane. Phm takk?? Cam kesian ah. Aku tanak sakit lagi. Cukuplah yg sebelum nih. So I was trying to avoid being so close with him. Still texting. Tp keep reminding myself, dont go overboard. but sometimes, girls cant handle it.! Trust me. Any girls in this whole world. Sebab tu lahh I was asking him that we need to stop now. JGN nak rapat sgt. *yg die tak phm knp. lelaki kan. haih. dah mintak camtu pon keep on contacting each other.

And tibe lahh saatnye bile die confess that he has feelings towards me. Time tuh , aku gelak guling2. HAHA. Sebab....? Before nih, aku penah gurau2 tau, ckp "Kau suke aku ekk?? Jgn weh. Kite taleh weh." Sambil gelak2. Sekali betul die suke aku! HAHA. Gelak guling2 ah ape lagi. Aku tak caye. Sumpah tak caye. HAHA. "Aku rase aku suke kat kau lahh". '-_- HAHA. GILA! Tp die keep on btau and die ckp tak tipu sume. Aku takot die nganjing je. HAHA. Sekali dah bersumpah siap. Wah suke betul tu kan. HAHA. Tape lahh. Tp when i think over back. I thought that it was not right. Byk masalah akan timbul! Kalau aku dgn die. I mean... Susah ah! And ternyate jangkaan aku tepat ah. Byk gile probs timbul. Pening gile okeh! Sheesh! So again aku ckp dgn die yg kitorg tak leh p ah. Sume2. Honestly, aku tym tu dah ade lahh rase suke, syg tuh . Tp i am not sure of my own feelings. Coz I know how much i love my ex. Way way way too much yg aku rase susah untuk aku syg org lain. Aku takut die hanye pengganti. Aku tanak wat anak org sakit sebab CINTA. HAHA. So , aku nak back off ah. Tp jodoh ennn. Last2, probs sume setel and we are together smpai skang. :)

Teringat lagi tym nak declare tu. Die dah mintak byk kali kot. Tp i refused . Sebab tak ready lagi. And ade lahh one time when i think i am ready, "Awak nak jd BF org takk? Belikan org rantai dulu. " And 28 Jun tuh kitorg jumpe, die belikan rantai and that is it! :) *cam fairytale takk,? HAHA. TAk lgsg. This is reality.

And now dah 5bulan. :) Rase sekejap je. Alhamdullilah. Tak byk masalah aku dgn die. And makin hari syg nih makin bertambah. And now i am celebrating our anni without u! Sedih! Bile nak balik nih!

"Ya Allah ya Tuhanku. Kau berkatikanlah rase kasih kami ini ya Allah. Jauhkanlah kami dr maksiat dan hasutan syaitan ya Allah. Panjangkanlah jodoh kami ya Allah hingga ke akhir hayat. Jika dia bukan sepatutnye menjadi suamiku, putuskanlah kami di tengah jalan. Kau tahu apa yg terbaik untuk kami , ya Allah. Kami mohon berikan petunjuk dan jauhkan kami dr anasir2 syaitan ya Allah. Amin amin amin ya rabbal alamin."

Sometimes. HIM.

This post is for him.

This post is for you. When u dont ask for it. :)

Since 3 pm tadi, my hp doesnt receive any of his calls and texts. And I couldnt reach him. I tried to do things as usual. But my day wont be as usual that now he is farrrr away.................... He is having a camp yet again. This time around the camp is being held in Grik, Perak. He said he will be staying at this one island and there will be no coverage at all! For 3days ! T_T 3 days k, :(

At first I thought I'll be okay. Urghhh, I am not! And I wont be.

3 days are long enuf to make me miss him. *crying. Yeah. I had once said that it is hard for me to be in love yet again. It is indeed! But hell yeah. He made me love him so much. For loving me like crazy. HAHA.

Sometimes, SOMETIMES i repeat. I hurt him intentionally. :) Penghamburan kata2 makan dalam tuh dah biase die dapat. HUHU. Padahal masalah sikit je. saje dibesar2kan. And and die memang sentiase mengalah. Tak pernah sekali pon die mng. Bcoz he let me win all the time. Thanks! :) And and SOMETIMES, my words even made him cry. *opps. bocor sudah rahsie terbesar . haha. I did that intentionally. Sebab..? I am paranoid. Paranoid with the past stories of mine. And and bile dah paranoid , egois tukan datang. Sorry lahh yg awak kene hadap sume nih. Huhu. And people keep saying dont live with history. Ohhh. If it is easy, people not need to say. I'll do it in the first place.! And so, selalunye, salah die tu tak besar. Kecik je. Takyah jd hal pon. Tp sebab ego................................ Hal kecik pon boleh jd gaduh lame2. Huhu. And and I know , SOMETIMES , salah tuh dtg dr aku. But i never admit it. Sebab...? ego ah! Sampai die kate,

Awak ni perfect. Terlalu perfect. (dalam nade manganjing sesungguhnya. haha) Having said that, He is being so loyal of letting me win ,! For you to know, kdg2 tu tak sampai hati nak keras sgt. Tp ego menghalang. Hmm. Ego besar sangat. Tapi bile dgr suare die yg ala2 serak nak nangis tuh, baru terpikir. Kasarnye aku. SORRY!

Why is that i can love him so much??? Sebab keSABARan die. Ha.. Nak tergelak. Sebab? Dgn the new me nih, i know sape lahh yg tahan. Tp die, so far, still ok lagi. Maybe sebab baru lg kot. Baru2 pon, in a day nih, we are going to be 5 months together WHICH if he exceeds the anniversary day tuh, he'll be my record ah. Paling lame.! HAHA. Yeah. Paling lame relationship, 5bulan ah! Last relationship which ended on our 5th month annyversary . Wasnt that great?? HAHA. so, ya. So far. We dont have any big problems. Gaduh2 manje tu ade lahhh. Sebab..? Die positif when i am not. That is what keeps us together day by day. And I know SOMETIMES, i take him for granted. Knowing that he loves me so much that he wont leave me. But my frens slalu pesan, "Once die dah polak, he wont ever accept u back?" . Ok ! I'll let my ego down for him SOMETIMES. :) That is an achievement what! That means err. I wont say I cannot live without him. *ayat drama sgt. That means he is very important in my life that without him, i dont know what happen to me. :( Dont go far.! Grik is yet far enough to me.

He is not the lelaki idaman malaya. he is seriously not. he doesnt have what it takes to be one i shud say. HAHA. Ensem..? Jauh sgt. Kaye..? Bese je. Gentleman..? *he even asked me to bring his heavy bag, not once! But he is the one who loves me wholeheartedly. I think that is what women need. Love , affection and attention. He has been giving me all those. And so, for 3days nih, i am lost! T_T. But I know, he'll remember me. Kan ..? I love you! :) And I miss you! :(

*writing this post while hugging Tommy and teka, remembering and missing you, with tears in my eyes. and keep on refreshing ur FB page just so kot2 u are there. :( i miss you so badly! Oh. u r the only guy who can make me cry for missing you even u dont have the visual. Hehe.

p/s : I know. This post sedikit geli untuk dibace. Sorry kawan2! :)

Claire and Michelle TARA 4!

Michelle and Claire.

credit to axn website.

After the frustration last week with the elimination of Ethan and Khairie, I have decided to support Claire and Michelle. They are Singaporeans. Reasons of supporting them..? Hm. They are very cute and and they are good frens of Ethan and Khairie. Boleh takk reason die yg tuh..? HAHA. Anyhow, i am hoping that they can win the race. Nak wish luck, well, the race dah abes pon kan. HUHU.! :)

Keep it cool ya Claire and Michelle. Go all the way! Wehee!

Biarkan Aku Jatuh Cinta - St12

mata ini.. indah melihatmu

rasa ini…rasakan cintamu

jiwa ini…getarkan jiwamu

jantung ini…detakkan jantungmu

dan biarkan…aku padamu

menyimpan sejuta harapan aku padamu

rasa ini…tulus padamu

takkan berhenti sampai nanti ku mati

biarkan aku jatuh cinta

pesona ku pada pandangan saat kita jumpa

biarkan aku kan mencoba

tak perduli kau berkata tuk mau atau tidak

My mom is a big fan of sinetron Indonesia. She had had her a month leave that she filled her days with all Indonesian dramas. Cinta Kirana lahh, Alisa lahh, Cahaya lahh, Safa dan Marwah lahh. Bcoz of terpakse, ikot lahh tengok. And ya. Tersangkut sudah dgn Safa dan Marwah. So far, not bad lahh. Even jalan cite die same je. Atas tuh posternye. And bile dah tersangkut dgn citenye, OST nye pon sedap jugak nih. Heroin die (Safa) tuh comel en. Baru 16 tahun. Hero die si Ilham (ujung sebelah kiri). Abangnya si Safa. Cite nye cam adik beradik angkat bercinta. Cam tu lahh. Best ah! Try ah tgk. Tp episod nye seperti bese sampai 200++.

*lirik nih khas untuk awak! Sweet kann saye.?? :) ILY!

Freaky Lil Cousins.

Penah tgk tak Misteri Nusantara ke The Seekers ke. Or ape2 yg seperti itu lahhh.? Maknenye yg melibatkan alam misteri ni lahh. Seronok bile dapat tgk dan dgr macam2 cerite misteri alam ghaib nih kan. Haaaaaaaaaa. Tu lahh die. Tp untuk sendiri menghadapnye, mintak mahap lahh. Tak kose den. HAHA.

Tapi adelahh setengah org nih Alalh tu Maha Kuasa bg satu kelebihan dapat melihat apa yg di tak ramai dr kita nmpk. Ha. Contohnya..? Misteri Nusantara lahh. HAHA.

Me..? Oh. Mintak jauh lahh kelebihan itu. Tapi tapi tapi.. ade di antara family sye yg ade. Pakcik2 saye tuh ramai je. Yg best nye 3 org dak kecik nih. Macam diberikan kelebihan pulak. Org ckp mmg lahh dak2 kecik nih boleh nmpk. Tp selalunye kalau dah sampai tahap umo die dah boleh berckp, rasenye hijab dah ditutup. Tapi. kazen2 saye yg kecik, siap leh bercerite cane bentuknye lg. BOLEH???? Ok. Mari kite dgr satu persatu ye.

AINUL IZZAH MOHD FIRDAUS

2TAHUN++

Ok. Izzah nih my youngest pakcik punye anak. Berusie due tahun anggarnya. Apa cerite misterinya? Ok. Si izzah nih bercakap tak berapa fasih lagi. Tapi kdg2 tuh, kita phm bijik butirnya. Perkataan2 asas sepeti umi ayah, kakak, abg, pakngah, atok. Sume tu die dah pandai dah. Nyanyi lagu 'Cair"(syahir) pon dah boleh dah. Die ni baru lg diberi kelebihan rasenye. Sebab tak byk lg cerite dtg dr mulut die.

Insiden 1 : Di rumah mereka yg mana didiami oleh ayah,umi and dia sahaja. Ditegaskan SAHAJA! Tba2 dgn tak semena2, izzah memanggil ayahnya.. "Ayah, Atuk2." Ayah nya pon bertanya "Mane Izzah?" Jawab Izzah "Tu!" Sambil menunjuk ke arah satu tempat dan ayahnya tak nmpk. Izzah siap leh p kat Atuk nya tu. Seriau gak lahh ayah nya.

Insiden 2 : Sedang Izzah bermain2, die boleh kate die nmpk baby..? Celah mane? Celah ruang tamu! HAHA. Yeah bebeh yeah.!

Mungkin lahh org akan ckp alah standard lahh dak2. Leh nmpk. Ok . We'll move on to the next kazen.

HUMAIRA FAKHRULAKMAL

4tahun++

Ha.. Ni umor nye 4tahun. dah boleh berckp. dah boleh mengata aku dah. haha. die ni rase aku rival die kot. konon2nye princess kan. tgk ade lakk kakak sedare secomel aku nih, dengki lahh tuh. HAHA. Kidding. Mak die penakot gile! Paling penakot. Ayah die rasenye mmg boleh nmpk. Die pon diberi kelebihan untuk melihat yg misteri2 lahh. And and die nih dah byk kali dah nmpk. Tp chill je. Tak nangis pon. Huhu.

Insiden 1 : Di umahnya. Di Shah Alam. Sedang die bermain sorg2, smbil tu ayah n Mak PAdi (makcik kitorg) sedang menonton TV. Die berhenti dan berlari ke ayah. "Nape myra?" ayahnya bertanya. "Nmpk ape? Aki ke?" (aki merujuk kepada atuk). Myra tak mampu berkata apa2. Die hanya mengangguk tanpa menoleh tmpt die nmpk Akinya tuh. Ayah nya bertanya "Mana Myra?" Myra tunjuk di ruang makan. Myra tak nangis, Cume die cam takot2. Dalam 5-10 min jugak keadaan die camtu, pas tu baru die bermain macam bese. "Ayah, Aki dah takde, die kua ikot tgkp."

Insiden 2 : Kejadian berlaku di rumahnya lagi. Di ruang tgh di bahagian atas. Sedang Myra naik atas nak main2, die berlari turun balik ke ayahnya. "Ayah2. Myra nmpk pocong!" Ha.. Terlopong pakcik aku dgr. "Katne Myra?". Myra jawab "Ala kat tgh2 tuh. Jom ayah tgk." Ayahnya pon gagah lahh naik atas. Tp ayahnye tak nmpk "Ade lg ke Myra?". Myra kate "ade lahh nih. Jom lahh turun ayah?". Dalam pade nak percaye tanak percaye, tatau lahh ayahnya. Last2 untuk mengesahkan cerita Myra, ayahnya bertanya " Pocong tu cane Myra?". "Ala. Yg ikat2 pastu loncat2 tuh." Ok. sahih lahh Myra nih nmpk.

Insiden 3 : Kejadian di kampung kami. Rumah tggl kan. Balik raye setahun sekali. So kemas2 dulu baru nak tdo sane. Ade satu kali tu kitorg baru nak tdo di situ. Bru sampai dr KL. Kitorg smpai2 terus kemas2 lahh. Tym ni Pakmal (ayah myra) n Myra tak smpai lgi. Tak lame pastu br smpai. Smpai2 je dekat depan umah "Nape nenek tu ade kat tgge? Die nak tdo sekali ngan kite ke?" BOLEHHHHHHHHHHHHH???? Ha... Tym ni Pakmal tak terus cite kat kitorg. Dah balik KL baru cite. Gile!! Kalau kitorg tau, dan2 tu gak ajak balik kl.

Ha. Seram takk. Pocong bagai ha.. Aku lahh si Myra. Asal myra dtg umah je , kitorg warning. "Myra, nmpk ape2 diam je k." HAHA. And ayah die lg best "myra, kalau nmpk. mintak lahh duit" HAHA. Ade sekali tu die nmpk lg, cerite kat ayah die. Pastu ayah die tny nape tak mintak duit? "Myra dah mintak lahh yah. Die tanak bg pulak." BOLEHH EHH CAMTU?? Ayah die gelak je. Ohh. Btw, sume insiden ni disorokkan dr pengetahun Mama Myra yg penakot die. "Myra, jgn btau mama ehh." "Ok ayah!" HAHA. Myra bertindak sbg peneman mama die nak naik atas. Pon boleh!

NURUL IMAN MOHD SHAFIE

3TAHUN++

ha. Ni Iman. Umor die skang 3 tahun. Tp ni gmbr die tym kecik. Comel enn. Geram. Die nih byk mulut cam mak nenek. Or boleh dikatakan cam mak die lahh hahahah yang kitorg pggl Mekty. Anak Pak Imam. (Pak piee). Ayahnya@Pakpiee tuh tahfiz ha.. Keje Imam kat JB nun. Si Iman ni pemegang rekod . Paling byk nmpk.

Insiden 1 : Kat rumah die yg lame before pndh. Die ckp kat umi die die nmpk nenek kat luar tgkp bahagian dapor.

Insiden2 : Kat rumah baru die. JB jugak. Yg tggl kat tu 4 org je ye. Pak Piee. Mekty. Iman . N Fisah. (adiknye). Sedang iman bermain di tgge, berlari die ke dapor. "umi3!" Mekty jwb, "Ha. Nape man?". "Iman tgh main2 kat tgge tuh. Tbe2 ade nenek tuh. Nape nenek tu duduk kat tgge Umi?" Sambil muke nak nangis. tercengang kau Mekty dibuatnya., HAHA.

Insiden 3 : Kat bilik belakang umah die. Ade katil 2 tgkt dabel decker. Die main lahh trun naik tgge tuh smbil di temani uminya. Dgn tak semena2, die ke belakang dah trun dr tgge dabel decker tu. Umi die bertanye "Nape man?" . "Hisy. Nenek tuh nape naik jugak?" Muke tak puas hati. Haaaaaaaaaa. Nenek tu main trun naik tgge katil dabel decker gak tau. Cayalah. HAHA.

Insiden 4 : Kat umah die jugak. Abi die baru balik dr kursus kat hutan mane tah. Terus ke atas nak mandi. Uminya pulak teman abi nya ke atas kejap. tggllah Iman sorg2 kat bwh tuh. die brani aja. Tbe2 die berlari naik atas pergi kat umi and abi nya. "Umi, abi... Nape byk sgt rambut kat bwh tuh. Iman nmpk kat tgkp ade. kat karpet ade., Pnjg2. cm rambut antu lahh umi. Iman takot." Ha.. Nak menjawab ape kau?? HAHA.

Insiden 5 : Tym nih dalam kete . Tatau lahh dr mane nak ke mane.? Tbe2 Iman bersuare "Umi, nape nenek tuh lambai2 kat Iman?" Seram seh!

Insiden 6 : Insiden ni berlaku semalam ye. Di rumah nenek Iman lagi satu. Ade kerja kwen. Nikahnya malam pas isyak. Kami pon bergegas ke sane. Duduk dlm umah tuh. Tbe2 die p kat Abi die, die ckp, "abi. Td kan iman nampak pocomg. main lompat2." (sambil tunujk care lompat) BOLEHHH>>? Ha.. Ni first tym kitorg dgr live ok. Kitorg tny die bile. Die kate baru je. Mase kitorg2 nak masuk umah td. Haha. Cube cer macam ne tu?

Itulahh die kisah misteri yg dpt dikongsikan. Nak kate dak2 ni nipu, tah lahh. Dak2 ne pndai nipu dowhhh. Haha. So kisah benar lah nih. Smpai bile dorg leh ade kelebihan nih, tatau lahh . Yang penting, dorg sgt berani! Tak takot cam kitorg nih. HAHA.

Azizulhasni Wins Gold Medal [Keirin] Asian Games 2010

Yeay ! A gold and a silver medal for Malaysia. Great great great Malaysia!

TARA 4- Ethan and Khairie

Ok. This post is about my frustration last night. Hmm. I am a follower of The Amazing Race Asia (TARA) eversince season 1. And now TARA is in season4.

We were proud enough back then 4 years ago, when our Malaysian team won the first season. I cant recall their names. But ya.. We are proud of you, ladies! For your great achievement!.

Season 2 was not bad too. Pamela and Vanessa were in finals to take the 1st runner up. They did great anda great competitor too.

Season 3. Well I was not following this season as I followed all other seasons. But ya. I know that one of the Malaysian Teams was in the finals. And They had their spot for the 2nd runner up.

And now. Season 4. Ethan and Khairie. They showed they are great competitors to all other contestants. But ya. It is a race. They have been eliminated last night! Ohhhhh. I am soooooo not in the mood in watching TARA anymore. What is the best part? They expected that they will be going to be eliminated. And Khairie had taken out the flag of Malaysia. And so we cud see the flag's waving at his bag. See . How Patriotic Malaysians are??? They played for Malaysia!!! Yeah bebeh! Good to see you guys!

Ethan and Khairie.

credits to TARA website.

p/s : Jom support Claire and Michelle. They are good frens of Ethan and Khairie. And they are cute too.!

p/s/s : rindu nak tgk TARA ngan uols!!!!!!!!!!

Fakers

Fakers?

Definition : someone who is fake... like duhh. obviously.

Well. What about fake and fakers nih? Lately, there were so many talks on this issue. Be it in FB or among my frens or anywhere . Naturally, we really like to accuse people to be fake and so forth. I really was liking it back back back then. I mean, I have this strong intuition u know. So ya. I know right away whether they are fake or not. After analyzing them, I will like *menyumpah dalam hati. And start tak puas hati. *Apahal nak fake plakk? Aku baik tol2 ape ngn kau!. Well. Something like that.

And when I can think, hey! sometimes i am a faker too. Yeah. I am fake. !

And everyone is faking around and around and around without u realizing it. When I realized that everyone is trying to be fake. That was when I looked at myself. Oh yeah. I am fake tooo. Being a fake is not necessarily a bad thing, you know. There are reasons why are you being fake. Tak kire lahh sebab nye. Tp sume sebab tu tak semestinye jht je sume kan.

Ade je makhluk yg fake nak mampus tp bajet tak fake. Nak tuduh2 org lain fake. Weh cermin diri dulu lahh der. (all my roomies should know who is this makhluk. haha)

Ade tuh, die punye bajet tak fake. Memang tak fake. Yg kau dtg kat A kutuk B. Pastu datng kat B kutuk A. Pastu mule lahh melage2kan. pastu tmbh2 cite. oi! Memang kau tak fake pon. (ni pon korg mest tau sape. haha)

Konklusi : Sume org fake lahh dowhh. Be it in a good way or bad way. Chill je lahh. tayah nak beriye2 sgt ckp org fake. tgk diri sendiri tu haaaaaaaaaaa. Aku lahhh.

Nak handle org fake nih senang je, fake je lahh balik! :)

And and and Everone is fake but not towards everyone.

Cinta Antara Kita

Our song. Pasangan duet abad ini. HAHA.

He is My Soul.

Celebrating the birthday quite late sounds boring , isnt it? My birthday was on the same date withh the finals. And what to do? We have decided to celebrate it after raye. (we as in me and my boyfie). And and and dat our 4th anniversary fell on the day before my birthday, so we were thinking to celebrate it along. (jimat kos). And and i have not met my bf for like 2 months (Phewww. lame gile ok) . At first, igt nak p isnin. But then my assignments are to be submitted by tuesday . So i told him what if we meet on Saturday. And here we go.

As usual. Meeting point KL Sentral. *boring. Awal gile. Jalan2. Sampai Low Yatt *boring. Awal lagi nak p masuk Karok kannn. So I treated him COOLBLOG pika, yeah coolblog! haha. But he didnt like it. ! Masuk Redbox. We got 2hours of karaoking . Padia! Sakit pulak hati nih. Tak puas ok. Haha. Doing things that we love. Then P Ts. Nak tgk wyg smbil usha baju * bosan. takde yg best. wyg pon tak best. Gerak pavi, sggh BB. Cari sandal and baju. TAKDAK ! Sedih skang. P Pavi . Tgk wyg. You Again. Best! Kelaka. And jalan2 lagi tgk baju *bosan lagi. P makan kat Pizza Hut. Service cam kambing! HUh! Then balik.

Besides he was giving me the bday present and the card and a cd *containing a video he made for it. We were not that celebrating pon. And oh yeah. Choc indulgence. Cz we did our normal things . Cant run from doing them. It was fun. And and and i am not saying im not happy with it. I am happy as long as I were to meet him *sweet kan. tau dah. haha. and and and yeah. he sent me back smpai terminal. he walked me to the cab. isnt he sweet? HAHA!

And this is the necklace he gave to me. :) takut nak pakai. takut ilang lagi!

Coolblog Pink Guava Watermelon! Weheee. :)

This is the card, Comel kan. And I bet you that u dont want to know what he had written. Toooooooooo sweet to be true. Ahaks!

Yeah. So that is our celebration. Nothing much special with it. Yeah. Not until I went home and ran the cd he gave me. To watch what is inside. U guys know what. I was always saying that last year's bday was the best bday ever. Here. Now. I would like to say that this gift is the most precious and valuable gift i have ever had. I cried watching it. I dont know if he was just being a sweet talker. But it touched me. Knowing him yg konon2 baragas, tbe2 terjiwang, rase cam nak gelak. But I love it! The videos u have made for me. And I want to share this video. Korg mungkin rase nak muntah. HAHA.

Thanks awak for everything today. I had fun. And most of all, the videos. T_T I want you to be here always. and i know sometimes i am cruel to u. But u still accept me , hehe. :) and i know sometimes i seem to take u for granted. Hey! I am not. ! U r my life. I cant imagine my life without you. And and I love you sayang. so much that u cant even imagine. Thanks!!