dont mess with me. sarcasm will be shown to u. i'm real, man!

When you started to say things about my family, what the heck man? Do you even have the right?! Kenapa buat cerita? . You guys should know which is good and which is not! You guys have to show good examples. But what did u guys do? Can u guys just support on what we decided to do.

If you think , we dont have enough money . U r wrong. Allah gives us more than that. We are grateful enough. We have enough food and drink. We have clothes to cover our body. No matter how unstable we are as u thought, I know Allah is there! Allah is there to help.

We seriously dont need big car. We dont need branded things. We dont need anything glamour.! We aren't like you guys! You guys kaya. Byk duit. Kan?

Plzz. Aku rayu. Jgn ganggu family aku. Jangan ganggu ayah! He works hard enough, man! And kitorg cukup makan, pakai. Ok.

Ya Allah. Murahkan rezeki kami. Panjangkan umur kami , ya Allah. Berikan kami kebahagiaan. Aku tahu Kau akan sentiasa beri yang terbaik untuk kami. Terima kasih. Aku bersyukur ya Allah. Kepada-Mu aku berserah.

p/s: This thing motivates me a lot, man! Im gonna work hard. Very hard. For ayah and Ibu. Love u both!

Future is what we're looking for.

Talking about relationship. Relationship wont always be happy all the time. The fact that there are times when problems occur. It is us who are going to fix it.

I dont know what happen with me. I am being even more ridiculous than before. I mean I am easily angry. I am mad at something that is very simple. I was yelling. I was rude to him. Huhu. It is funny you know sometimes.

And I know he's tired. Tired of being passive all the time. Tired of being the receiver all the time. He received everything including the negative ones. Haih. When I came to know about it, I think I have to stop all these craps. I mean the relationship. Im pity him. He deserves better. And when I said I wanna break off for his own good............................. wait! That sentence is very familiar! That was when I thought it back. I once had felt the pain of being dumped for the same damn reason. I dont want him to be in pain as what I had before. Because he cured my pain dulu. He saw me in pain. If I left him then, I'll be the person I hate the most.

And I know. He loves me for what I am. He doesnt search for what is physical but everything. That is me. Me. He loves me for me. :) Everything about me that makes a me.

We aim for future. As he said, we are not together to dump pr to be dumped. But rather to really look forward our future together. And for that every single time pray for our very best. Allah is there to help us. We pray that we are really meant to be together. Amiiinnnn.

We are 21 years old man! We dont want to waste any time to involve in not serious relationship. We are not here to toy anyone's feelings! We are here to really love and to be loved.

Thank you for everything awak. U know how miserable we were yesterday. But yesterday is yesterday. I know every day , it will be better for us. Amiinn.

It's always been about me myself and I
If all relationships were nothing but a waste of time
I never wanted to be anybody's other half
I was happy to say that our love wouldn't last
That was the only way I knew to that you

You make we wanna say
I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do doo
Yeah, I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do doo
Cause every time before we spend like
Maybe yes and maybe no
I can live without it, I can let it go
Ooh, I did, I get myself into
You make we wanna say I do, I do, I do, I do, I do, I do,

Tell me is it only me
Do you feel the same?
You know me well enough to know that I'm not playing games
I promise I won't turn around and I won't let you down
You can trust and never feel it now
Baby there's nothing, there's nothing we can't get through

Lagu I do fro Colbie Caillat. Macam kena je. :)

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Relationship is not always bright as u wanna it to be. Sometimes u r happy , sometimes u r in misery.

But that is relationship. If you really wanna be in it, just bare with it till the very end. But if u dont think it is going to be last, let go. That is the best u can do. Thank you.

Hmmm.

Kg Merlong, Rengit, Batu Pahat, Johor.

Cerita ceriti cuti semester.

Tak ada apa2 yang menarik sangat pun cuti semester aku kali ni. Tengok tv, makan tdo, online. Oh. Yang lain nya cuti sem kali ni, mak aku ada! Mak aku dah berhenti kerja. So, Ibu ada di rumah sepanjang masa. Ai loikke. Ibu masak sedap2 tiap hari. Nyum3. Tetapi.... Kalau makan je makin gemuk lah aku. So, aku pon berniat untuk puasa sunat *sunat ke? haha. So sepanjang minggu ni aku berpuasa.! Yehoo.

Plan cuti sem? Oh. tak ada apa2 yang menarik. Kawan kawan lain p cuti2 malaysia. Aku? Duduk rumah. Oh ya. Lupa 1hb Mei ni aku akan balik kampung. *ok tema lagu :balik kampung. Yeah!! Lepas berapa lama tak balik. Ini lah masanya untuk kitorg kumpul ramai2. Rindu dol. Kampung aku kat Johor. Tujuan sebenar nak balik kampung nih ialah Ibu nak wat kenduri kat rumah tinggal kat Johor tuh. Lepas arwah nenek meninggal, takda sapa yang duduk situ lagi. Selalunya, raya ada lahh kami balik setahun sekali. Beraya kat rumah tuh. Tapi semenjak beberapa tahun kebelakangan nih, disebabkan wayar elektrik, air suma dah di kebas oleh penyamun2 mana tah. Rumah tu still rumah tinggal. Kami dah tak beraya kat situ dah. So, kali ni kami nak kemas2 rumah tu sikit buat kenduri. Seronok!

Bila balik kampung, perasaan seronok ah. Kumpul ramai2. Adik beradik Ibu ada 16 orang semuanya. Adik beradik seibu sebapa 12. Nahhhhhh. Ramai kan. Tapi ada beberapa orang pak cik dah meninggal , Tapi kami tetap meriah! :) I really cant wait to balik kampung! o o o balik kampung. o o o balik kampung. hati riang!

Let the pictures do the talking y'all.

Ini tak sampai suku ahli keluarga. hehe.

Suatu ketika. aku di tgh. Rindu arwah atok ayah. Al fatihah .

Ni kat umah sendiri. Minah2 ini lah yang akn menceriakan suasana. hehe

ini di taiping. baru merangkumi 4 adik beradik Ibu. :)

ini lah rumah kami. rindu suasana kampung. T_T

aku adik aku makcik aku. :)

The only heroes we have!

Izzah penyeri kami. :)

Rindu pada mereka yang telah tiada.

Alfatihah untuk arwak atok ayah. arwah tokmak, arwah uncle farid, arwah paklong dan arwah pakcik fairuz *tak sempat jumpa.

H. 5. 5

I miss you girls. I really do. Korang memang paling best. Even dah tak sebilik, hope kita akan rapat macam sekarang jugak k. <3

Kita akan still study sama2.

Kita akan kongsi cerita sama2.

Korang yang aku percaya.

~bilaakmapikaadyg.~

Rindu dari petang tadi nih ha. HAHA. :) Keep the memories we had forever. Thanks for the memories bebeh!. :)) Sorry for every mistakes I did u girls wrong. Sorry kalau ada yang terasa ka apa2. Kosong2 k. Halalkan makan minum selama sebilik. :)

Biilaa : Thank you untuk iron! :) Kita takde iron lebih kat rumah. Huhu. Thanks tok semua nya lah. bagi online sume2 tuh. Bagi jajan. Hehe.

Akmar : Thanks sebab sentiasa bersama aku *geli takk ayat? haha, Though kita dah tak sebilik. At least kita, satu blok and kelas.! Jyeah.

Piqaa : Thanks untuk biscuit Jacob. HAHA. Thanks untuk sume ah piqaa . Thanks sebab BAKO cadar aku hahahahha.

all in all, thanks and sorry jalan seiring. :) Momen bersama korang indah. Nanti kita p karaoke sama2 lagi k.

*Tym aku karang post nih lahh korang nak serbu ARTIS dgn noti FB yang byk nih. Haih. Dah terdelay post. Cheh. Artis kan. HAHA

Siapa kawan, Siapa lawan?

Konflik hidup. Kawan ramai. Tapi tak tau siapa sebenarnya kawan. Yang mana lawan. Sebab tu orang cakap, kawan kalau ramai tapi main tikam2 belakang , tak guna yang ramai2 tu. Kadang kadang tersalah percaturan. Yang kawan cakap lawan. Yang lawan difikir kawan. Last last, apa pon tak dapat.

Frust. dengan salah percaturan sendiri. :(

Buka mata. Buka minda, dayang.

Jangan bergantung kepada luaran.

Yang nampak baik tak semestinya baik.

Yang nampak jahat tak semestinya jahat.

Berkawan takpe ramai. Tapi percaya jangan semua. Nanti kau yang merana. :)

Teruskan apa yang kawan tgh buat kawan. Aku tak kesah. Aku redha. Aku takot korg je tak rela dibenci. :)

Aku tersenyum melihat permainan korg sebab aku dulu tau coraknya. Aku ikotkan aja corak korang buat korang selesa. :) Ikot tak semesti menurut macam dulu. :)

lagu tema

You can the peanut butter to jelly

You can be the butterflies I feel in my belly

You can be the captain

I can be your first mate

You can be the chills that’s I feel on our first date

You can be the hero

I can be your side kick

You can be the tear

That I cry if we ever split

You can be the rain from the cloud when its storming

or u can be the sun when it shines in the morning

Don’t know if I could ever be

w/out u cause boy u complete me

And in time I know that we’ll both see,

that we’re all we need

Cause you’re the apple to my pie

You’re the straw to my berry

You’re the smoke to my high

and you’re the one I wanna marry

Cause you’re the one for me for me (for me)

and I’m the one for you for u (for u)

u take the both of us of us (of us)

and were the perfect two

Were the perfect two

Were the perfect two

Baby me and you

were the perfect two

You can be the lyrics and I can be the melody

You can be the second voice and I can be the harmony

You can be the angel that I see in my dreams

You can be the chocolate on my ice cream

You can be sweet and I can be sour

You can come here any second and leave any hour

You can be a rose or any given flower

And I can be the rain if you need a shower

Cause you’re the apple to my eye

You’re the hailey to my berry

You’re the smoke to my high

and you’re the one i wanna marry

Out of so many songs u gave, I like this one the MOST. Sweet sgt. And so I came to a conclusion that you have great taste in picking good songs. And and. I remembered the song u made for me when I was mad at you. Hehe. I was smiling like crazy. Tq bebeh!!

This song I considered as our song. Weheeeee!.

fuh fuh fuh . berhabuk

Nah. kan dah berhabuk dah blog ni ah. Lama dah tak update. Bukan takde cerita tapi malas nak update. Haha.

Life has been great so far. I enjoy every single moment of my life now. Masalah tu mmg lah ada. Tapi kan. Malas lah nak fikir. Buang masa. Yang penting , enjoy life without forgetting Him.! :)

Di sebabkan dah lama tak hapdate, so , there are so many things to be shared. And now I cant choose one! Really? Yeah.

Sekarang nih exam week. So far, paper camna? Haha. Gelak je lah. This sem agak struggle dari yang sebelumnya. Aku pon tatau kenapa. Nak kata subjek susah sgt pon, takde lah sampai sgt. Hmm. Sebabnya aku banyak main this sem. Kelas byk tak pergi. *nahh ni kannn.nmpk dah tabi'i malas nih. And and final paper tanak jauh plak gap dia sampai seminggu! And sekarang aku buat apa and dekat mana?

Online dan di rumah. HAHA. Kan. Dah nmpk dah kemalasan yang melanda diri tuh. Abes tu buat apa dok lepak UIA lama2. Bukan buat apa pon. Study pon mest last minute punya nanti! :) That is me. This part of me, u cant really change.

Thats all from me kot for the time being. Bosan kan? ada aku kesah? haha :)