Hang out

I am looking forward to hang out with my very own besfren Nur Amniah Abdul Rahman n Nik Nur Adilah Nik Azmi. Hopefully, I can forget my problems yg belambak tuh! ;)

.he has his own asset TOO.

Pika. I juz read ur post on 'he has his own asset'.
Aku pon nak cite bende same la hahhahaha. Adik aku pon same. Mane aku tau mule2 geran atas name die. Bile sampai tgk, name die pulak. Leh la die bawak awek die berronggeng. hahahahah.

Nah. Num plat adik ak lak. WTP3304. Nak kat same kan hahahah ;)

Dan Sebenarnya

Sbenarny.. Tatau la nape awak taknak balik kat kite. Sebb sakit tu ke or sebb u have a new fucking hot gf or maybe u have found someone that cud understand u waaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyy better than I am or someone that can make u happy all the time. Cz I juz got this instinct. I dont know. U know how much I trust my instinct n stuff kan. Hahaha. Whatever it is, i really wish u r happy. Thanks for last nite. Really appreciate it.

Tikam Menikam.

Phye, kau cakap kat aku that the most trusted fren pon akn tikam kite when it comes about love n feelings n stuff kan. Well. At first, aku taksetuju. Cz I have faith in all my frens. But then bile aku pk balik. Tol gak. I mean kawan baik aku pon leh betray aku ngn amek ex aku yg aku syg gile bab kan. anything cud happen. The thing is ak caye 1 bende je. Kalau kite tak penah tikam org, org takkan tikam kite. Aku harap sgt org tak tikam aku. Sgt2. Aku pcaye kawan2 baik aku wont betray me. Mmg la die ex aku. Tapi still. Kawan baik cpl ngn ex. WTF?!! I am soooooooooooo not into that kind of drama. cukup la ngn drama yg dah ade.

p/s: No worries. InsyaAllah. Selagi aku berdaye aku takkan tikam kau. I cant say that I wont. Sebb we never know what might happen. So, insyaAllah la. 99% sure.

To someone.

Hey! I did my stalking too today. Thanks for the advice my dear. I hope that really was meant to me. Ur ex's ex. ;) Maybe u r certainly right. I deserve better. But ya. Still.. To forget the past, I mean the way he treated me or even us in a way that he was sooooooo in love with us tu cam susah sikit la. But I know I have to move on. U baru rase how gud to b single kan? I baru nak rase cane btol2 syg kat org. But endingnye, hahahha. I need to move on. Juz tell me how to b strong. Cz apparently u r waayyyyyyyyy stronger than I am.

Tq.

Phye! This is for you.

PHYE!!

Hahahah. When I read ur blog, ur post Fake Jealousy. I was like What can I say ea?
I wont b with him for certain reasons :

1. U like him. (u hv mentioned in your post)
2. U r my fren (u hv mentioned also in ur post)
3. I wont betray frens.
4. I dont like him as u like him. Well I do like him but not in a way that u do.
5. HE IS MY EX'S BESTFREN, PHYE!!!!!!!! I am not desperate to take my ex's besfren!!! Durhhh!

Konklusi : No worries. It wont b any fight between the two of us. For now. Ya. I might end up liking him as u like him for other some more time. We never know. ;)

This Love Kills Me.

Kau membuat ku berantakan

Kau membuat ku tak karuan

Kau membuat ku tak berdaya

Kau menolakku, acuhkan diriku

Bagaimana caranya untuk

Meruntuhkan kerasnya hatimu

Kusadari ku tak sempurna

Ku tak seperti yang kau inginkan

Kau hancurkan aku dengan sikapmu

Tak sadarkah kau telah menyakitiku

Lelah hati ini meyakinkanmu

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p/s: suddenly, it happens to b my fav song.