:)

U've cried? U cry? For me? Because of me. ? Oh tho thweet. There's just one thing that i wanna let u know. Buruk sgt nangis tuh. Haha. Practice more my dear.

Haha. Only now I know, what did I suffer soooooooo much last time. Bcz Im about to gain so much more happiness. I know I cant keep comparing. But I cant stop! I am just soo grateful to have you. :) Like seriously. thanks for the love. At least I can feel that is not fake! :)

I am paranoid. I am scared to lose you. I am scared to even think that the things happen again. Cz it is tooooooooooo painful to be happening yet again!

This is a reminder for you. If u were to toying me around, just go away. But if u really love me, stay! I need you. :(

P/s : Reading all those very old posts, i was like what the heck ! I was too obsessed. Dah2. Takmo lovey dovey sgt. Hahahah/ sikit2 sudah

Just the Way You are!

Oh her eyes, her eyes
Make the stars look like they're not shining
Her hair, her hair
Falls perfectly without her trying

She's so beautiful
And I tell her every day

Yeah I know, I know
When I compliment her
She wont believe me
And its so, its so
Sad to think she don't see what I see

But every time she asks me do I look okay
I say

When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

Her nails, her nails
I could kiss them all day if she'd let me
Her laugh, her laugh
She hates but I think its so sexy

She's so beautiful
And I tell her every day

Oh you know, you know, you know
Id never ask you to change
If perfect is what you're searching for
Then just stay the same

So don't even bother asking
If you look okay
You know I say

When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

Thweet kan lagu nihh! How I wish my Bf bagi. (ha. tak reti2 lagi :) )

Kau CHENTA hatiku!

Dulu kau cakap aku membosankan.

Dulu kau cakap aku pompuan tah pape.

Dulu kau cakap aku takde ape2. Comel pon takk.

Dulu kau ckp kau serabut dgn aku.

Dulu kau ckp kau tak suke layan aku.

Sekarang...................?? Padan muke!

Sekarang aku lahh chenta hati kau kann?? :)

Sebab kau pon chenta hati aku! :)

We Eat ROMANTIC Poetry Event!~

Venue ; Experimental Hall, UIA.

Date : 1st Oct 2010

Time : 2030

Poetry. Poem recitation. Bla bla bla. People think it will be boring and dull and so on so forth. But we've made it INTERESTING. Like hell yeah. If other people think it is not, well at least i think it is! We have been given a task. And it included in our assesment this semester. We have to like manage an event. Poetry event. And the theme for us is Romanticism. Our whole section which consists of 51 students were divided into 5 groups. And each group has its own task. Group 5 with their video performance. Group 4 with the selling of the chapbooks. And the other 3 groups were in-charge in performing! I am in Group 4. Looking for romantic poems . And I was pointed to be the host that night. First time. Luckily, I have my frens who support me. And Nuzul, host partner, he is just spontaneous that I somehow felt relieved! Chaotic I should say at first coz last minute baru nak jumpe , meeting and all. Baru nak beli barang adn to know what stuff to be done. Everyone was like hypertension and stuff. But the event ran smoothly! :)

The performances were just great! I like the Choral Speaking conducted by Syaza. So cute!!! And ya the acting-poem recitation conducted by Kerin. Soooooooooooo cool!!!!! With surprises and stuff. Ai loikke. And I like the way Zira and Nija recited their poems. The poem yg Zira recite tuh sgt best. I mean its a reality check untuk org bercinta. Terutame untuk perempuan. ! Kan?? Falling in love is like a bite of dark choc! We know it's bitter but we want it anyhow!! That's falling in love. Cant agree more!!

The behind the scene crews, Ain, Pika, Akmar, Dila, Hasma and many more. They did the flower ring. They bought stuffs. They decorated the stage! :)) Sian korg. Mest Penat.! But to see the event went well, penat hilang kann?? Haha!

P/s : Gmbr kat dalam hall takde!! BUt gmbr kitorg ber cam whore dalam bilik ade lahh :))

Thanks Bila for coming! :)

The Yesterday's Sun

Yesterday,

The Sun was there,

Completing its jobs and its routine,

Feeding the flowers and freshen the air,

And for the moon to lean.

Yesterday,

The Sun was so bright and shining,

Brighten the whole, entire universe,

Ensuring that all contents were with its lighting,

How they wish the time would reverse,

To the moment- that moment with no sorrow.

Today,

The stars start to dim,

They are hidden behind the darkness,

No more Sun-the stars limp,

To cure they might need a moon nurse,

But nurse is no a Sun,

Who can lighten them the whole night and month.

Today is the day,

Rain starts to fall heavily,

No more Sun-the clouds conquer all,

Forever they'll be dark and cloudy,

The brightness will eventually fall,

To the Sun-so long and goodbye,

To it the send to the high.

It felt just yesterday,

Today is not indeed the day of today.

Nine had flown through and through,

Ten is waiting to pass too,

Fast they would run,

Leaving all the forever memories behind,

Like the evergreen songs they live,

Forgotten she will never be, they believe.

We miss you,

As the day waits the night to be coming through.

Ha. This is my own poem. Dah lame nak pos. Tp baru amek dr lecturer. Nah! Bace. The bold lines to credit to HATIM ROSLAN. He gave me the idea lahh in BM. I translated it. Thnks2. :) Hang mmg jiwang. Haha. :))) Poetry is so not me. Tp bile ade mood nak tulis poem, masing2 pon berlumbe. :))

Raya Raya dan Raya~!

This year punye raye cam bese. Best lahh. Sebab raye kat kampung kan. Johor. At first, sume pakcik makcik were to be gathered. Turn johor sume tahun nih. Tp last2 yg ade seperti biase kami sekeluarge, Makpadi , Poksu sekeluarge and Mekty sekeluarge. Yg lain, last minute pny plan terpakse lahh balik kelantan lahh terengganu lahh, kedah lahh , perlis lahh. Nak dijadikan cerite pulak. This yr tak dpt nak raye umah arwah nenek. Rumah tinggal kan. Tp sebenarnye selama 7 thun raye sebelum nih mmg raye situ pon. This year, cabel elektrik abes kene kebas. Takde elektrik. So, kami menumpang tdo kat umah maklong.

Seperti biase. Aktiviti memasak akan bermule pg sebelum raye sampailahh malam raye tuh.

Menu :

Nasi impit ( takde ketupat. sedih!)

Kuah kacang

Ayam masak merah

Daging gulai kawah

Rusa masak rendang.

Ayam masak kicap (special. org johor je ade)

kuah lodeh

Sambal goreng.

Byk kaaaaaaaaaaaaaan. Haha. Pnt tolong msk nih uols. (padehal tlg potong2 je hahaha).

Pagi raye. Seperti bese juge. Yg lelaki akan ke masjid. Solat sunat raye. Para wanita akan tggl di rumah. Menyiapkan ape yg patut. Dan bersiap! Heeeeeeee. Ok. Sume nak melaram lahh kan. Theme?? Hitam. Boleh faham taaaaaaaaaaaaakkk uols?? Raye2 pakai hitam? Haha. Ok. Rare lahh tuh. Bersalam2. Makan2 dan makan2 lagi. Lepas tuh baru start p beraye. :)

Perihal duit raye. Ha.. Dah besar2 nih, pyh lahh sikit nak dpt kann. huhu. Tp kalau makcik pakcik bg tuh, mmg selalu dpt lebih lahh. Ohh. Ade satu rumah sedare jauh nih. Tak bape knl. So die tatau bape umo kite kann. Saye diberi duit raye! Tra, adik saye tak dpt! Maknenye.........??? Awet muda lahh. haha. Byk kali! haha

Tak puas sebenarnye kat kg. Raye ke3 dah balik sini balik. Tak best kan. Ayah kene keje ke Indon. Tak dpt beraye!~ I miss kazen2 sebelah ayah saye sebnrnye. Huhu. Dah lame tak jumpe.

SELAMAT HARI RAYE UOLS. MAAF ZAHIR BATIN. MINTAK HALAL SEMUE! :))

Bacelah

I think i need to write something to clear things up. It happened so fast isn't it?? Be matured as your age plz. And even so, u said it is not for us, we are not stupid in analyzing it. And u r not good in lying. Trust me. We CARE! Seriously! Why did we do the so-called backtalking..??? U had done that waaaaaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyyyyy before we did! I trust you. U are like my big brother. And tbe2 u didnt want to talk to me for so many times for no reasons. Ape yg kau ckp kau being emotional with reason?? Tell me that ur earlier post wasnt meant for me. Tell me those posts werent for us. I wont believe you. I am 20 and yet i know how to think.

Ni ade cite. Mase aku form5, aku tak disukai sume dak pompuan. Sbb dorg kate i am being tooooooo loud. They had a confront wit me. Respon saye? trime dan baiki diri. If org taleh ikot care kite, kite ikot care org. Not saying that we are being hypocryte, it is to at least make people see that we are trying to change. Kalau dah majority dah tak suke, maknenye kite yg silap. Igt suke ke keadaan jd cani?? I wanted us old days. Dulu. Yg bersatu. This is not us anymore. I dont wanna see this. Even i am not there to really see whats happening, but i know. I still can read and write. Do you think we are happy things become like this? We are not. Tanye je spe2. Takde sape suke. Takde sape tak kesah. Hey. It is ur right to be straight forward. And it is our right too to ask for ur cooperation to soften a bit ur thoughts. Bukan sume org leh trime straight forward. Lg2 pompuan. Lg2 pasal fizikal. U r allowed to be straight forward but plz dont be too harsh.

Hey. Dgr nih. Kami care. Kami syg frenship nih. We want to solve things. Let bygone be bygone. Lower down ourselves and we'll finally be ok. Thats all we need. :(

P/s : This is not for you. ( But somehow u feel like it was being pointed to u kan. That was what we felt.) Tq.