Nak cari kawan rapat senang jugak.
Nak cari kawan baik pon senang.
Kawan sejati hidup dan mati...? Payahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh sgt.
Knp susah...?? Tah lahh. To find someone u can trust. To find someone u can hold on to. To find someone who does not backbite u no matter what u have done to him/her. It's wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy too hard. Way way way too hard. It's hard to find someone who can be satisfied with u all the time. To find someone that u can quarrel with without any heart feelings. It is even harder when u have this special sense. Sense that someone is talking behind ur back and it's not good thing.! *sigh sigh sigh.
I hope that i dont have this ability!!!!!! Damnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn. It makes me think over n over n over that i dont wanna think. But I kept thinking and that I can muhasabah diri. That's a good thing about it lahhh. :)
Fake a smile cz this world is ur acting stage. Go with it. And u'll be fine.........! And dont worry about being fake. Coz every single each one of us issssssssssssssssss fake. Kalau tak selalu pon kdg2. :) Kaaaaaaaaaaaaaaannnnnnnnnnnnnn. Live in denial as long as u want to. But u know when u r fake. :))) Muah Muah Muah! Lots of love, Dayang.
I have plenty of frens. Trusted frens? Couples of them. :)