Hmm. Only now I can tell Dayang Athira, my sister, wht happened to me n him. And her reaction was surprising me. I mean.... Ok I tell u guys.
I started to tell tra the whole thing. Each tiny little thing. From the beginning until the last time he called. He basically said this:
"Sorry. Bukan kite taknak tegur awak tp kite nak tgk muke awak pon takleh. Bukan sebb benci but sedih. Sedih thinking of kite takleh together"
"Ina, asal aku rase nak nangis?" And she started to cry. I didnt cry at first. Kuat la kan. Huhu. Aku lak ikot nangis. Tra gile. ( tra bukan jenis yg senang nangis mcm aku hahaha)
Well. what he said tu, only he knows whether he is sincere or not. But I did feel sad, sebak sume. So tape. Im really moving on without him. He said I need to b strong. So do him.
p/s: Hatim gile! Tym aku ngadu kat die aku sedih pasal ni, die leh plak, " weh dyg! Aku nga bace msg2 kau ngn die dulu2. Sweet gile doe. Aku harap leh la ke pgkal jln n betolkan ape salah kite sume kan." Hatim!!! Kau mmg sgt membntu sebenarnye. hahahaha ;)) Makin nangis la aku that tym. Mengong! ;))